egyptian mau

Little Observation

2008-10-06T21:39:00.001-07:00

Q : Do you think physical contact and attraction supports relationships? And Why?

Metha says : iyalah menyuport abis

Ichoy says : mendukung hahaha karena enak

Dew says : mendukunglah kan ngebuat chemistry

Irfan fp says : i think it supports, with physical contact u can show your feelings

Farah Shafira says : ga ah, buat gue itu cuma plus2 doang

Shesa says : yes of course dear, although what really matters is urusan hati tp ttp aja dan..

Irma says : menurut gue kalo kontak fisik dlm pacaran mendukung cuma 50% justru kalo kontak fisik kan bikin ketagihan kan trs mau lg mau lg, oke hubungannya lama mungkin aja bkn krn syg krn pgn lg

Des says : ya karena lebih ngeliatin affectionnya

Dendy says : iya tp dikit, semua tergantung cowonya

Twinda says : gakjuga, org yg sukses ldr ga menggunakan physical contact untuk bs survive, yg penting komunikasi lancar, contoh ldr yg sukses adani dan rangga

I say : it supports cuz it shows your affection and girls love to cuddle rite? hahaha, touches do make the bond between them stronger..

Rangga says : ga ah kalo pacaran ya cuma buat maen2 doang, harusnya tuh kalo udah nikah jadi kaya gitu untuk bentuk cinta mereka, nah kan nanti punya anak nah itu bentuk cintanya

-_-

Happy Aidil Fitri :)

2008-09-30T05:22:00.001-07:00

tomorrow's big day for any moslem on this earth
after a month of fasting, begging for God's forgiveness, in this holy month
finally, it's aidil fitriiiiiii!
a day when we all reborn, be a new human being, like a birth baby
a day to ask forgiveness, gathered & uniting as one, bring peace and all of the other kindness

so first of all,
to all of the people who's reading my blog
im sorry, for all of my mistakes, if it's hidden or not
minal aidin wal faidzin everyone!!

Aidil Fitri in Indonesia has cultures like eating ketupat, or to have special menu like opor ayam, gulai iga, yummyyyy!!!!!
this day also gives opportunity to go back to your hometown, see your family that you haven't seen in a long time
to build silaturrahmi, which is peaceful brotherhood sisterhood in moslem
this day is a victory
this day is really holy

i guess i've sent a message to my friends and people i know
but actually
im really looking where to sent this message, or what number, what address, so i guess im gonna write this here

To : Daddy
In Heaven

Hello Daddy, Happy Aidil Fitri :) Wishing you're not lonely there
It's the 7th year we're not having you on this day
We miss you so much
We miss how we used to hold your feet asking for your forgiveness
Asking for your prayer
To hug you, to prep you some food
To have you kissed me on my forehead
To look at your eyes and smile at me
Oh daddy, I need you here
I wish that there you're happy
I wish that God take care of you, for sure =)
No matter how far you are I know you can always hear my silence scream
I'm sorry Dad, I haven't make you proud enough
I'm sorry, that when I have you here I wasted my time, I should've been with you more often
Thankyou Daddy, you've been taking care of me
7 years I lived with you is the time that I treasure
See you in my dream
Once again, Happy Aidil Fitri
I love you

I need, Vacation

2008-09-30T02:41:00.000-07:00

my desire is : holiday!!!!
puh-lease i need some fresh air
if you do check my blog constantly you'll realize that i don't like it being home
this is a phase that every teenager has to get through in their lives (maybe not all of em, but most of em)
rite?
maybe it's only my 8 years older sister who understands, cuz my older brother's just a kkkrap, lol
but i do have limits for myself, i know what's good and bad what i should and shouldn't do
but, in this almost-2-weeks opportunity, GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEEEE
any girl hates it when her mother just screams and shouts at her every single day after you wake up until you go to sleep again
i've been dreaming of some vacations
i wish i could be real
like in my brain i've prepared what to buy what to bring i just want to have this holiday fun....
but this is some of the problems
first, i don't know i'll go with who
second, HOW COULD I PAY THE BILLLLLLLLS
im an eleventh grader of senior high school remember?
just please, people
give me some fun :(

some of the places i've been dreaming :

Bunaken Island, North Sulawesi

Umang Island, Jakarta

Lombok

Bangka

a little examples of what we have here, in Indonesia :)

it seems that i love to be underwater so much, huh? lol. you dont have to die first to see heaveeeeen!

Pictures from Laskar Pelangi

2008-09-29T09:32:00.000-07:00

Laskar Pelangi

Mahar

Lintang

Sd Muhammadiyah, Belitong

Last Movie I Watched.....

2008-09-29T09:07:00.000-07:00

today my sister and i had some quality time together (again)
we went to mall then break-fasting together at sushi groove
we decided not to go home cuz home is hell, these days (for me)
after that we bought two tickets for a movie called "Laskar Pelangi"

this movie was based on a novel titled the same
and based on a true story also
Laskar Pelangi was a film about children who wanted to go to school so much
they're really poor for money, but rich for spirit
this school was going to be closed if there weren't 10 students
but then the 10th student came and they were the only student in Muhammadiyah Elementary School, Belitong
they fought so hard for this school
this film was about friendship, spirit, & really educational
there were really true and natural conflicts
which you won't find in any other studio lol
there are some of the characters i love so much

the first one is Lintang,
he was a boy from a really poor family, his father was a fisherman
and he had to take care of his 3 sisters cuz he's the eldest
if he wants to go to school he had to ride a bike from his house to where the school was
if you watch this film
that's kind of far far away land, huh? lol
he was really smart, nearly genius!
he was the best in math, he could do any calculations just with closing his eyes
do it really fast, and of course, answer the questions right
but then his father died, so he decided to stop school
cuz he needs&musts work to feed his 3 sisters
what a young brave boy.....

the second one is Mahar
AW I LOVE MAHAR SO MUCH
he was the one who sings really good
the best in art & music
he brought his radio everyday and everywhere
he loves to sit on a tree then discovers any music from that old radio
he was the one who leads the team for the first time carnaval
and they won it!!! for the first place!

this is one of the must watched film this month!
almost teared me but i had my sister besides me so i've chosen not to cry hehehe lol
and to all of the foreigners this movie is an example for indonesians children spirit to fight for education
breath-taking, stunning, heart-touching
5 ratings! two thumbs up!!!!!

Talking about Love

2008-09-28T21:18:00.001-07:00

Love is not an everyday thing that every teenager talking about
This is a thing that's not happening in every single realtionship you have
People at my age are so naive that they're talking about this but actually they're feeling nothing
Love is not just about to have someone kisses you or hugs you or call you as their boyf or girlf
Please, it's way more than that
So for me there is no love at first sight, it's impossible
We could have someone's really adorable and charming the first time we met him/her
But hellooooooo
Keep your mind wide open!
It's not love i bet that
Love is accepting, understanding
Well if you only care about someone, for me it's not love
The way that you accept him/her in the way they are
That's it..
Cuz it's really hard than you just ask, "have you eaten" or all of that young love things
Ok I'm too young to talk about this
But this is how i feel when im with my boyf
Okay maybe I'll catch up with you later I'm busy right now
Tata

Life Failure

2008-09-28T21:10:00.000-07:00

this is actually my sins since i took my first breath then i feel like now im failing...

# fail to be a good daughter like i've always been disappointing my mother every single day that she's mad at me and scream or whatever
# fail to be a good friend cuz i think that i haven't make em feel the real meaning of friendship
# fail to be a good girlfriend cuz i could never be good enough for him

those three aspects in my life which are really important, i fail them so i guess i fail to be a human being, like everything's nothing for the people around me whom i love so much, thankyou

Last Weekend

2008-09-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

Last weekend, actually on Saturday
In the morning I have prepared to see my dearest Metha
I've planned everything to go to her house
I've took a bath and chose what to wear
Then she sent me an sms that said
I can't go there because her Mom told her to accompany her brother to the barber shop
JENG JENG
I've got everything nice and clean
I have done my hair and I'm dying to see her
Hu I'm feeling so sad
I really wanted to see her, and I didn't wanna be home anyway
But then in the evening, my sister got home
When we were break-fasting she asked me to go to the mall and watch a cinema
ABSOLUTELY YESSSSSSS! Then my sister took a bath, got her hair done, and me too (of course), when everything's ready, we took off!!!!!!!!!!!!
We went to the mall to watch Mamma Mia the show
After we got the ticket, we took coffee at Bengawan Solo
We had some chit-chats that were really great and fun =)
The first time I'm being really honest to my sister
Spoke up my mind and tell her what are my friends like and she asked me questions about my friends and boyfriends
It was really fun and I really enjoyed that quality time with her
I've never imagine that I could talk to her that free
But then well from the start I've realized that she's the one who really understands me
Even in quite way
Heheeeee I love you sister really I do (K)
Well I was kind of disappointed that we didn't take a picture together
Because moments like that were sort of hard to get
My sister's working and she's really busy, huuuu
Then we entered the studio because the movie has begun
The film was really awesomeeeee! Fun entertaining musical drama
Some of the people sang to the song that played from the film
Such as Dancing Queen or Mamma Mia!
The theatre was almost full and it was a really-really great film
My brother told me that the film was a remake
But I don't really know
So people this one is a must-watch-movie for this month!!!!!!!
It was about a 20 year old girl that trying to find her father on her wedding day, then she invited 3 possible choices but then the conflictssssss.... hhm you find out yourself
After we got out from the theatre we went home
Before we went home My sister and I visited my sister's friends at Pantai Gading resto for about 5 minutes, zz
FYI, There was one of my sister's friends named Eki, and he was really cuteeeee!
Then I found out that my sister had a little crush with him, he is a DJ and really friendly awwwww got an eye candy! wkwk
In the end, me and my sister got home but then she left to kemang with her friends
Ciaoooooo

First Time Driving Off wo Official Trainer

2008-09-13T04:07:00.000-07:00

ini cerita menegangkan
kalo takut jantungan silahkan ke theater sebelah
GALUCUUUU -_-
kampung ah, maaf ye

jadi gini.....
pagi ini, gue kan sehabis les nyetir mobil sm pak joko yg berjasa itu
ada deh pokoknya pelatih gue
naek vios
gue udh pede banget karena bisa nyetir di klender pegangsaan yg notabene rame bgt bnyk yg gatau diri
akhirnya setelah itu
dengan sangat songong terlintas di otak gue
"kerumah winda ah bawa mobil"
azek kan
terus gue izin nyokap, agak gak yakin dia
tapi boleh sih, walau dgn agak bete
akhirnya gue nelfon icha dan dia kerumah gue naro motor
JALAN LAH GUE.... DGN ENAKNYA
santai bgt men
wuhuuuuu kalo ada yg kurang icha yg ngingetin
"DAN KANAN DAN" "DAN KLAKSON"
trs gue bnyk diceramahin ya lumayanlah
kata icha sih dia stress disetirin gue
padahal udh pelan
sampe2 pas di tol mau ke cilangkap (rmh winda)
gue dilampuin orang
gue tanya, "dilampuin kenapa sih gue ahelah" "soalnya lo kepelanan"
yah, sedih, ngik
UDAH DEH SAMPAI DIRUMAH WINDA
masuklah mobil gue ke garasi.... dimasukin winda tapi
AKHIRNYAAAAAA... DENGAN BANYAK GAYA
gue winda dan icha jalan2, gue yg bawa mobil
sumpah ya winda berisik banget, bikin panik, gue merasa latihan gue menyetir selama ini sia2
karena winda seheboh itu disetirin gue, :'( suram
seperti ini kira2

sangat panik
menyedihkan
ITU JALANNYA KECIL RAME BERKELOK2 KAYA DIGUNUNG
PLIS DONG NDA DAERAH RUMAH LO ITU NGESELIN BGT
HHHHHH
terus berfikirlah
kemana ya
ke tmii lah akhirnya
disana muter2 belok2, sampe latihan parkir
yg bikin asma kambuh
gajuga sih
yagitu deh -_-
nah pas pulang
icha mengusulkan "sampe rumah lo lo aja nda yg nyetir"
dengan berat hati
karena gue juga deg2an banget
daripada winda tereak2 mending dia aja yg nyetir -_-
gue nyetir berisik bgt gabisa nahan emosi
dikit2 neriakin orang
maaf ya kalo liat B 1672 JV agak ugal2an
zzzzzzzzz
DAN INI
INI BAGIAN PALING PENTING, PERHATIKAN
pas pulang, udah asik tuh kan tol lurus doang
udah ngebut
pas mau keluar di pintu rawamangun
rame
gue udh mau ke kiri
NAH PAS GUE MAU MASUK JALUR KIRI ITU
MENGINJAK GARIS YG TIDAK PUTUS2
DIKATAKAN GUE MELANGGAR ATURAN
ADA POLISI
BAJINGAN
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ditilanglah gue......
baru pertama kali bawa
nyesek
banget
gue udh deg2an keringet dingin gatau mau ngapain
untung muka gue meyakinkan karena gue udh mau nangis
jadi pas gue ngasih stnk
dia nanya, "simnya mba"
"dirumah pak di mama saya" "ktp?"
"ga ada juga pak, dimama saya semua dirmh"
"identitas yg dimiliki"
"DIRUMAH SEMUA PAK AMPUN"
"loh mba ini gimana nyetir ga ada identitas, melakukan 2 pelanggaran, saya tilang aja saya tahan stnknya"
"YAH JANGAN PAK DAMAI AJA PAK"
dan.......dengan bodohnya
di dompet gue cuma ada 2 lembar 100 ribuan
gue keluarkanlah...DENGAN SANGAT TIDAK IKHLAS
LALU POLISI ITU TERSENYUM RIANG
GUE DOAIN LO GA SELAMET PAK
GUE CARI KELUARGA LO GUE BUNUH
aaaaaaaaah BALIKIN DUIT GUE GA RELAAAAAAAAAAAA!
tapi gue nyesel ga foto sm polisinya
terus gue masukin di page ini
-_-
lalu, tak lama setelah itu. icha mengatakan
"gue ada gocapan dan, baru nyadar"
-_-" dendam abis gue sama lo..................
icha sm gue sepanjang jalan deg2an
udah gitu gue teriak2 terus, gabisa diem, dendam banget gue
semua kata2 mutiara udah keluar
lalu sampailah dirumah dengan selamat
amin
the end

twinda :''(

2008-09-11T23:10:00.001-07:00

i miss you too nda really much

gue baca postingan lo

jadi sedih kangen bgt huhu

gue pengen bgt kerumah lo nda hari ini tapi kan lo les yah

jadinya gajadi :''(

gue kgn nda dgn kelebayan lo itu

gue yg suka bikin lo tertawa yah

heheh

gue kgn bikin lo senengggggg

gue seneng bgt sm lo soalnya lo selalu nganggep gue

selalu syg bgt sm gue nda :')

selalu merasa ditemenin sm lo

sedih yah nda? gue sedih juga nih

pokoknya setiap sm lo gue ngerasa ada yg ngejagain

gue kan terlalu kecil yah hehe

gue sedih bgt nda baca post lo sedih bgt hu

gue sampe bingung mau ngmg apa

yg lebih dari kangen tuh apa yah

uhuhuhuhu

harusnya sih ini gue isi di comment lo tp gue pgn org laen juga baca

heheheeeeeee

twinda rarasati is my bestfriend no matter how far our distance is

you always have me girl

110908

2008-09-11T01:26:00.000-07:00

bsk 6blnan ya? ooh
menyedihkan bgt hari ini
sampe gabisa cerita

You Don't Miss Your Water

2008-09-10T01:43:00.000-07:00

as i sail with you across the finest oceans
on a way to find a key to our emotions
together we will move the clouds to brighter days
some people question what i say
try to break up you and me

but i know this love, between us is going stronger
you can call me whenever, from wherever
just remember that, i'll be there
through all the stormy weather
us break up never
no
we'll be together, forever

you don't miss your water til the well runs dry
but i believe so strongly in you and i
can somebody answer me the question why
but you don't miss your water til the well runs dry

as i close my eyes sit back while reminiscing
of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
there maybe sad and painful times along the way
but in my heart you'll always be
everything and more to me

for i know this love between us is growing stronger
you can call me whenever, from wherever
just remember that, i'll be there
through all the stormy weather
us break up never
no
we'll be together, forever

you don't miss your water til the well runs dry
but i believe so strongly in you and i
can somebody answer me the question why
but you don't miss your water til the well runs dry

for you are always on my mind
you are always on my mind

you don't miss your water til the well runs dry
but i believe so strongly in you and i
can somebody answer me the question why
but you don't miss your water til the well runs dry

listen, if you ever get the feeling
you wanna play around start cheatin remember
you don't miss your water til the well runs dry.....

You Dont Miss Your Water - Craig David

a real boyf :'):')

2008-09-10T01:11:00.000-07:00

NO! Don’t close it. Read till the end..

When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]
Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
DON'T let her have the last word
NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
Say you love her more than she could ever love you
Argue that she is the best girl ever
When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
Treat her like she's all that matters to you
Tease her and let her tease you back
Stay up all night with her when she's sick
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
Give her the world
Let her wear your clothes
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
Let her know she's important
Kiss her in the pouring rain
&& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is :
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

How Sad....

2008-09-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

feel like i have no one
real alone
huuuu
at home im alone
even if there are people but haaah
what's the matter
ga ngaruh apa2 tetep aja rasanya sendiri
teteh jauh di tulodong
nyokap lg sakit, gue mau sibuk salah
gue temenin kesannya gabutuh gue
gue udh mau bersihin lukanya gitu
eh pas mau numpahin obat ke kasa nykp gue blg
"udah ama mba aja deh"
pas gue liat mba gue di otak gue
"perasaan emg tadi gue mau kygt deh"
udh gt nykp gue ngmgnya dalem, gue lagi ngerjain tugas ribet bgt dikmr kaka
dia ngmg
"km kesini temenin mama kaka adhit aja gapernah ninggal2in mama"
kesannya gue ga ada gunanya jd anak
giliran gue disana rasanya sm sekali gue ga dibutuhin
ga ada rasa terimakasihnya
ada gue dikmr juga gadiajak ngmg
yg diajak ngmg kaka adhit doang
can you imagine how that makes me feel?
gabutuh apa2 deh gue gue cm pgn jauh dr sini
being home makes me even feel worse
baca aja post gue yg far away from home
and then
udh gini gue bingung mau cerita sm siapa
rasanya ga punya siapa2, kalo gue punya org yg bisa gue ceritain gamungkin gue panjang lebar cape2 ngetik disini
semuanya sibuk
semuanya
rasanya ga ada yg ngerti gmn
semuanya lg jauh gitu
jadinya sendirian
haha, sedih
pacar gue kemana (?)
sibuk sendiri, yaudahlah
nambah2 pikiran dia aja..
udh cape juga dgr keluhan gue,hehe
kalo temen2
ngerasa udh kebanyakan ngerepotin ah
ada apa2 mereka lagi
hhmm hidup mereka kan ga ngurusin gue doang
jadi makasih ya blog gue syg yg mau gue cerita apa gapernah protes dan komentar
terima2 aja kan gue mau cerita apapun hehe
norak ah
abis bingung hrs ngpn :'(
see you..

Another Love Wordsssss

2008-09-09T02:41:00.000-07:00

maybe i've told you all about this realy often

but

i love my boyf so much

im reaching this point where letting him go equals impossible

no matter how harsh you are

and what you told me, everything

every single word that you've said

i do understand it all, and sometimes it hurts me

but to stop loving you means i bury my heart down

eventhough youre not here

i bet that i love you still

the word important is no longer needed

i need a word that means more

more than important

i do love you more in every single breath i take

youre the one that i wish to be with

and im gonna stand here, no matter how long

waiting for you to come

i believe, someday we'll be together

the moment i've been waiting for

to see you is not an everyday thing right

but if it makes you happier to be with another then go

leave me here

i just wanna see the true smile from your face

i just need one reward,to see you happy :)

yg lagi main bola.. hati2 ya kepalanya.. waiting for your call -adani

Another Lonely Day

2008-09-08T01:21:00.001-07:00

tiap mau berapa bulanan gini penyakitnya
berantem mulu
rasanya lo pengen gue gampar
bulan2 lalu kan lo yg marah2
sekarang baru giliran gue
knp sih sering banget matiin hp! ditelfon susah!
panjang umur km nelfon hehehe

01.20 am

2008-09-05T11:11:00.000-07:00

insomnia
torturing
lagi2 ga ada yg nemenin
tiap ky gini pasti sendiri
sering kan, lg ngepost sendirian gt
sedih bgttttt
kyknya biasanya sih biasa aja
skrg sedih
butuh ada yg nemenin
pgn deh
bgt
:'(
janjinya ada yg mau nelfon tapi mana..
ga ada telfon masuk
mengecewakan

lah kok ganyambung

Like what I Told You Yesterday

2008-09-05T07:19:00.000-07:00

gue baru bilang kan yah gue pengeeeeeen banget jalan sm diskha

baru kemaren

baruuuuuu aja kemaren gue kangen2nya

hari ini ketemu :D:D:D

jadi kan 13 buka puasa bareng, minus zihan dan dini

eh gue ditelfon

diskha ikut dia mau jemput gue bareng suaminya si awal, SENENG :D:D

nah terus kan gue udh siap2 tuh, dgn segala keribetan perempuan

dijemput deh

ketemu deh sm makhluk ini

yg cantiiiiiiiik banget udah gitu dia pake sweater garis2,cealana abu2,tas silver,sendal coklat

HAHA INGET DONG GUE DIS

KANGEN

TP GA SEMPET PELUKAN

goblok

dia sm awal kan tuh yaudah dijalan ngobrol2 gitu hu kgn

cerita2.... panjang lebar

ngomongin orang -_- udah gitu bertiga ga ada yg puasa

mati aja wkaka

terussssss ketemu anak2

buka puasa bareng

gue pulang bareng diskha lagi kan

ini dia

udah jalanan macet, diskha banyak mau

minta anggur kecil2, yg segede kelingking gue gitu

nah dari boulevard muterrrrr lagi ke deket makro, ke all fresh (rese kan, jauh tau)

udah tuh DIJALAN NGAKAK2

udah si awal nyanyi lagu L-O-V-E

sambil sok2 maen piano, setir jadiin piano

pokoknya ngakak2, sampe cape

aduh senenggggggg banget

udah beli anggur sesuai kemauan si nyonya

nah ini

dijalan pulang

kita ngegosip.........

harusnya sih orang ini ga digosipin, terlalu parah, ya dis? wal? wakakaka

satu keluarga digosipin -_-

pertama.....

diskha ngmg "dan lo blm tau masalah si !@#*$#& ya?", "HAH APAAN DIS", "minta ceritain sm awal deh"

awal cerita......hal yg sangat mengejutkan,tapi asik (Y)

ada cewe gitudeh ehm yagitu, masa mau gue ceritain disini, z

SATU LAGI, GILIRAN YG COWO, WAKAKAKA

awal blg

"muka dia sm sendal gue aja bagusan sendal gue" gue ngakak, sekenceng2nya, harusnya gaboleh ngakak!!!!!! terlalu parah kalo orgnya tau! AMPUN AHAHAHHA WKAKAKAKAKA abis gue inget gitu aduh gimana ya

awal melanjutkan

"kelebihan dia satu, dia punya semua kekurangan orang. kekurangannya juga cuma satu, dia ga punya kelebihan"

plis men, macam apa ini

yg gaktawa ganormal

ngakak

parah

WKAKAKAKAKAK ADUH INGET KAN WKAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKA gue ampe mukul2 joknya

maaf ya B 171 QT (biji kita)-_-

pokoknya seneng banget, nyanyi bareng2, ngegosip, ketawa2, sm ayah dan ibu gue :') gue masih kangeeeeeeeeeeeeen.... minggu depan kan punya rencana lg ya awal dan diskha see you!

True Ugly Faces

2008-09-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

jelek amat, terlalu pede ya udah tau jelek -_-

Diskha and the gank -_-

2008-09-04T07:51:00.001-07:00

diskha oktannisa ishak, 5 oktober 1993
kangen, banget
kayanya hari ini post gue isinya kangen semua -_-
udah lama banget ya ga ketemu
terakhir pas lo jenguk gue lagi sakit :(
mau kangen2an dis
diskha ini temen gue dari sd
dulu sampe kelas 4 kita ini musuh
dari kelas 2
gara2 rebutan cowo, cinta anak bayi -_-
aduh norak banget deh dis
lo yang norak gue sih enggak wkwkwkw
udah gitu pas kelas 4, terciptalah friends city
ellya marsha nani diskha nesya
terus gue masuk deh
pas awalnya kan lo lo semua temenan sm gue tapi ngomongin gue kan
gue tau kali wakaka
yg kalo pelajaran cabut ke lubang semut (ini sebutannya)
masih kelas 4 sd, caur
terus berantem2 gitu, norak deh intinya
kelas 5, makin deket
namanya ganti, jadi blue fairies
inget gak, terus beli buku pas ganti nama lagi jadi foxy -_-
belinya di kidz station
masih inget banget, warna bukunya ungu
terus terakhir tuh buku dipegang nani
skrg gue gatau deh tuh buku ada dimana
simpen dong, kangen
kita nih sering banget slek2an
ditambah lagi, pas kelas 5 sem 2 ellya pindah
rese kan
ngeselin emg, we miss you ca
gue makin deket aja sm diskha
kelas 6, di 6a
bigfam of 6a, inget juga gak
wakaka, pokoknya sayang banget deh waktu itu
tiap ahri maen jiggy-jiggy joy satu kelas
terus maen alkaline
1,2,3,4
5,6,7,8
let me see your frankenstein!
what's that to say?
frank, enstein!
frank, frank enstein!
lagunya ada lagi, ada banyak
1,2,3,4
5,6,7,8
let me see you shoot the moon!
what's that to say
shoot! the moon! shoot shoot the moon!
maennya kocak, pake gaya
bikin lingkeran
gitudeh
kangeeeeeeeeeeen
terus lagu2nya disalahgunakan, jadi ngata2in orangtua
kan dulu booming banget tuh,zz
misalnya diskha
gini nih lagunya
1,2,3,4
5,6,7,8
let me see your ishak!
what's that to say?
is, ishak! is is ishak!
gue tau diskha gabakal baca makanya gue berani aja nulisnya HAHAHA
nah terus apalagi ya
ehem
ohiya pas bu neneng ultah a.k.a wali kelas
sekelas bikin kue
yg gagal -_- tp tetep enak
akhirnya dipake juga
bener2 handmade,soalnya mixer rusak
jadi pake tangan semuanya
tangan kotor dan menjijikan anak2 kecil kelas 6sd
terus pas bu neneng nerima dia nangis, lah
sedih ya bu kuenya jorok
wkakaka, tp enak bgt kan
pas mau masuk smp
mencar deh
marsha nani nesya labs, ellya di global prestasi
untung ada si diskha ini nih
terdampar di alazka
satu kelas
7d a.k.a aksel 1
kemana2 berdua ya dis, kayak anak paling angkuh diangkatan
terkenal dikalangan guru-guru kekompakan kita berdua, saking jutek -_-
duduk sebangku
apa2 berdua, semua org tau kmn2 gue sm diskha
selalu diskha deh,dia yg tau gue dari awal
yg bener2 ngerti,yg tau bgt gue orgnya gimana
sampe berubah2nya
diskha juga paling percaya sm gue
disaat yg laen gasama dia, tp ada gue kan dis =)
trs diskha keluar aksel, gue nangis
sedih
gue sebangku sm siapa dong
masa ga seangkatan,ga seperjuangan
diskha emte ninggal2in
masih sahabatan,terus
deket banget,walau udh gak sesering seblm2nya cerita2 tp gue selalu merasa dekat hehe
udh deh
gue lulus duluan, masuk 68
diskha dialazka
tautuh kabarnya
ilang
gara2 awal nih hu -_- peace wal
ya awal juga percaya sm gue doang ya wal wkwk
kangen bgt sm diskha
wal diskhanya gue pinjem dong sehari aja
gatau bgt skrg gmn kbrnya mau crtaaa2
dia gtau skrg gue SMA kyk apa
dia nganggepnya kyk pas jaman sd aja msh norak2
ayodong
dis jalan yuk :'''(

Rangga

2008-09-04T07:45:00.000-07:00

kgn, he
syg bgt sm kmu
syg mah gausah diumbar2 ya Ga..
low profile aja yakan
ya intinya sih aku syg bgt
gaperlu semua orang tau

idiot -_-

pulsanya abis ya
huhu lagi asik juga
maen catur zz
aku masih kangen
kamu udah tidur belom?
aku belom beli pulsa
ngapain sih aku curhat disini
emangnya sekarang kamu bisa baca
biarin mau km bilang aku kyk anak kampung lg curhat
abis ga ada kerjaan
kamu ilang gitu sih
sms2 keeeeeeeeeek....
tp sms terakhirnya bagus deh :)
ga marah2 hehe
yg baca blog ini kan bukan kamu, pasti pada bosen deh
ngapain ya aku ngomongin km terus
knp sih, kesel jadinya
yaudah deh lo jauh2 sana
canda.......
muah

Metha

2008-09-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

kgn deh
pgn ketemu Metha Nugroho
hhm
lagi sama2 seneng ya kita :)
tiap hari ketemunya sm metha
tiap hari pasti pelukan
hehe
terus cerita2
metha lagi heboh nih dia lagi seneng banget
gue juga seneng banget met denger lo seneng maunya lo seneng terus aja :)))))))
kalo ada apa2 kasitau gue ya met
gue selalu bersedia mendengarkan
ini post biasa banget
tapi metha yg luar biasa
jadinya dia yg gue tulis :D
sabtu besok buka puasa bareng ya ily

Wonderful Lovely Day pt. 2

2008-09-04T05:39:00.000-07:00

back in my mood, rangga ga ngeselin lagi heeeee ;p
nah terus tadi sampe mana sih ohiya.
dia jawab "kamu tuh priceless yang saking ga ada yg bisa beli.... pokoknya ga ada harganya, tapi bukan ga ada harganya gratis gitu yang tapi tak terhitung" (yagitudeh intinya hihihi)
you're so cute deh i love you.... :)
dia udah kaya gitu segala macem ngmgnya rayuan gombal gue masih gengsi masih marahhh aja. gue blgnya ngantuk udh mau tdr klo mau ngmg2 aja, gue males ngomong gitu ya yang he
trssssss dia blg dia mau cerita biar gue tidur.. mendongeng gitu -_-
dia blg, "mau cerita apa?" "hhm cerita aku"
dia mendongeng deh, the most romantic moment, for me, i teared every little drop..
11 menit pertama gue rekam, pas dia blg "aku juga udh mau tdr nih" gue matiin, dan gue nyesel, knp ga gue lanjutin aja rekamannya... :( ceritanya detail, dari pertama kali gue kenal dia, yg gue selalu ngajak chat tapi tiap ngajak chat gue ngajak ribut, terus pas udh mulai deket, gue yg selalu curhat, tapi tukang ngilang tiba2... semuanya, dia yg dulu sabar banget, sabar banget, sabar banget, banget.
gue yg pas deket sm dia ngecewain dia.. sering ya kayagitu? hu :'( kamu lama sih ga beraniiii2 hihi
mulai smsan itu, agustus, awal, sebelum gue ultah, INGET
sampe ini nih, waktu hari ulang taun dia, gue gak ngucapin jam 12 malem, bayangin, gue tidur men. padahal deket udah lama ya Ga, oktober juga aku udah nulis di buku aku aku syg sm kamu..... 17 october udh kejadian love calculate HAHAHA ITU MEMALUKAN JGN DIBAHAS.
gue baru muncul jam 7 pagi, ngucapin. dan dia bales sedih banget "aku dari tadi malem cuma nungguin ucapan dari kamu....." intinya pathetic bgt it touches me so bad.
dia ngasih gue lagu, Daphne Loves Derby-Tennis Court Soundtrack
dia blg dia nyerah banget pas hari itu, jadi waktu itu cinta segitiga yagitudeh ahhhh.
gue ngerti banget itu lagu maksudnya apa dan gue gamau rangga jauh, gamau gabisa dan gabisa dan sangat tidak bisa.
"your words are cold, and the season is too.. the comfort in your voice is gone.. don't keep in touch, im better off all alone.........."
gitutuh kira2 ada liriknya kan gue sedih, tapi gue suka bgt lagunya :)
sejak saat itu
gue ga ilang2 lagi
gue ga ninggal2in rangga
jadi sebelum2nya gue sm rangga smsan yg guenya ujungnya ilang
disms balesnya kalo gak malemnya, ya besoknya
rangga dulu baik banget sih, sekarang? -_-
brb, back
pokoknya sejak hari itu tuh ya rangga blg smsan teruuuuuuuus
teruuuuuuuus2an smsan hehehe
gue ga ilang2 lagi
jadi milihnya maunya sm rangga aja :)
ohiya, kita sudah lama mengaku saling sayang ya
terus rangga juga udah berapa kali mau ninggalin gue
tapi gue keep terus
waktu itu gue egois banget, banget
maaf.............
sampai akhirnya tanggal 12 maret 2008, ehem
begini kejadiannya
lagi chat
tiba2
gajadi deh itu kebahagiaan kita berdua aja
hehe
we changed our status to in a relationship
then we officially having each other
since that day, rangga is mine
baru 6 hari, we're distracted. perjalanannya panjang banget.....
putus
sakit hati banget
parah
gila
nungguin udah lama banget buat sama dia
kayagini
not for public ya kenapa2nya
tp we stayed in touch
sampe
AKU INGET DONG YANG
pas gue lagi latihan saman buat 100 tahun hari kebangkitan nasional
tanggal 18 mei 2008, yaitu hari bokap gue ultah :')
rangga sms,
we're back together
terlalu panjang untuk diceritain
semuanya
dari awal
pokoknya
gitu
deh
-_-
gue seneng banget..........
tapi, masih 123 kan?
gue gamau berubah
gue masih sm rangga kok
gue gapernah nganggep putus
whatever may happens
i don't care
sampe sekarang ini deh
sampe malem kmrn ya
kegoblokan kamu
ngomong kok ga dipikir
tapi aku sayang......... :")
kita awet2 ya
bentar lagi 6 bulan
kamu jangan marah2in aku terus, aku anak orang hahaha
kenapa ya ga ada abisnya ngomongin kamu
kayaknya yg diomongin kamu mulu, kaya ga ada topik laen, ampe bosen ;p
abisnya ingetnya kamu terus
heheeee
udah ah, rangganya nelfon, ciaoooooo
muah dulu deh

Wonderful Lovely Day

2008-09-04T03:53:00.000-07:00

dari kemaren malem, jadi gini ceritanya.
gue kan telfonan sm rangga dari jam 8 malem sampe jam setengah 2.....(kurang lama gak wkwk)
nah dari jam 8 sampe jam setengah 12 tuh asik bermain, ya bermain catur monopoli congklak HAHAHA. yagitudeh intinya hhmmm privacy gue not for public -_- trsssssssss.. udah asik2 gitukan pokoknya gue tiba2 menurunkan mood (maaf ya syg hi ;p) pacar gue marah deh langsung nutup telfon, trs smsnya udh mulai emosi yg mengeluarkan kata2 mutiaranya itu z, sama2 ngeselin deh eh tiba2 rangga nelfon gue lagi gitu.
tp ga ada sopan2nya.
sama sekali.
bikin gue emosi banget minta temenin ngmgnya ga ada sedikitpun baeknya.
galak.
banget.
z
-.-
kan gue membuka topik dgn baik hati "aku besok sekolah Ga" dia jawabnya "iye bodo amat" segala macemlah blablabla. gue emosi lah udh malem2, minta temenin juga ga ada sopannya ky gini, gue bilang "yauda lo nelfon marah2 doang gue mau tidur" dijawabnya "ngapain tidur ntar aja ga ada kerjaan gue"
CIEELAHHHH SONGONGGGGG krik
gue tau lo kangen tapi gengsi kan karena lagi marah2, zzzz
nah kita bete2an gitu abis dia nyolot gue nyolotin balik ABIS GA ADA SOPANNYA
gue sms deh "ngmngnya ga ada ngehargainnya banget lo"
dijawab "HA? mau di hargain berapa?"
emosi.
api.
burrrrrrrrrrrning.................
ya siapa yg ga marah digituin coba buat cewe2 yg baca marah gak? marah kan? gamarah ganormal lo masa cowo ngmg gitu ke cewe??!
keadaan berbalik.
tadinya rangga yg marah2
sekarang GILIRAN SAYA HAHA.
gue maki2 deh tuh orang gue ngomong dalem tp masih mikir emang lo Ga gadipikir dulu, tentara kaya lo mau jadi apa Indonesia (becanda sayang cups)
gue marahhhhh.... bgttttt
udh gitu udh ngantuk
biasanya klo gue gamarah2 mana boleh gue tidur duluan
kesempatan bagus gue mau tidur aja HAHA
udh tdran di tempat tidur
eh rangga malah baik banget :):):) gajadi mau tidur
gue gengsi banget tuh kan jadinya gue masih pura2 marah aja
dia baik banget.... kalo lagi jahat gitu, sekalinya baek pengen gue masukin karung
"aku sayang banget Dan sm kamu, tapi kalo kamu marah2 terus gimana....."
HAHAHAHAHA NGAKAK, NGAKAK WAKAKAKA
sumpah jarang banget ngomong2 kayagitu
gue diemin gue malesssssssss bgt ngmg (gengsi)
dia yg ngmg kangen2 gitu, terus lebay
gue cm ngmg "ha"
dia blg "aduh kamu ngmg ha aja aku udah seneng banget yg penting suara kamu ampun deh kangen banget kamu mau ngomong apa aja aku seneng!!!!!!!!!!!! adem banget rasanya denger suara kamu tuh"
gue blg "lebay"
dia blg kalimat yg sama tp kata "ha" diganti "lebay" -_-
NGAKAK WKAKAKAKAKAKAKAA aduh brb ngakak, back
trs gue blg "klo km harganya berapa, haaaaaaha"
"aku mah gratisan yang, gratisan tuh murah banget loh, yg gratisan tuh barang2 rongsokan.....blablablablal" ampun yang, ampun. ampun gabisa banget marah sm kamu HAHAHA
bntr ya rangga nelfon, back
nah terus terus terus, sampe mana ya? ohiya
gue tanya deh, "aku harganya berapa"
rangga nelfon lg, lg manja bisa lama ini, bentar ya
udah setengah jam nih,
ah elah nurunin mood bgt, gajadi, kpn2 aja gue lanjutin ye, byeeeeee

If Only you Could read This

2008-09-02T21:38:00.000-07:00

rangga if i could tell you just how much i do love you oh... somehow it's tearing me.

just the way you talk to me everything even if you're mad it makes me love you more.
i just don't get it what's wrong with us inside of your mind?

i feel like im not the one i always do. there's a girl out there that will always have your heart.. i always know it, i realize :)

you know that no matter how much you hurt me, no matter how rude your words i could never let you go. i want you to stay, always.

everything we have been through it makes me stronger. i always wish that you'll never leave me but, i dont think thats the best for you

i know you can get someone better, i remember one of your pm "if you can have the one that you love,love the one that you have" i dont know if its good or bad but i got what you mean..

rasanya semua di aku kurang, kayanya ga ada apa2nya banget padahal udh mau 4 bulan. sedih Ga kalo inget dulu kamu deketin aku gimana. tp kenapa kaya gini ya. kamu bilang datar.... hhm selalu aku yg kurang. aku tuh syg bgt sm km tp aku bingung km juga apa engga. i'll never get tired begging you to comeback km tau mau gmnpun ujungnya aku bakal nerima km lagi. gaenak ya disyg sm aku.. hehe maaf ya ga aku sering banget ngebebanin
selama ini aku egois yah? aku pengen deh bisa jadi apa yg kamu mau, bisa jadi org yg kamu sayang. aku stuck disini aku gabisa moveon ga ada kamu sayaaang.. maafin aku banget ya aku bingung harus ngomong sm kamu gimana, aku cuma pengen yg kamu nyaman, apapun yg kamu blg ke aku aku gapernah bantah kan aku cm pengen kmu seneng walau buat kamu apapun yg aku lakuin ga ada yg bikin kmu seneng :(

apapun yg aku lakuin ujungnya km bilang sayang macem apa yah aku nih hehe apa yg perlu disayang dari aku yah.. aku takut ngomong ama kamu pasti salah, ujungnya aku yg dimarahin padahal maksud aku gak gitu kalopun kamu ngerti aku ngomong apa disini aku gamau km ngebahas apa2 aku cm pgn km baca aja he tp kalo gabaca ya yaudah. aku gamau ngebahas aku gamau ungkit aku gaminta tanggepan apa2 aku gapernah minta apapun dr kamu kamu bisa disini sm aku aja udh seneng banegt Gaaa.. thnx so much ya udh ngasih bnyk waktu kamu buat aku, i love you

Satanic Friend of Mine

2008-09-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

Meitha&i says:
LAPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER
Meitha&i says:
dan laper dan
Meitha&i says:
beli j.co yok
Meitha&i says:
dan
Meitha&i says:
mau ga
Meitha&i says:
ah ngepet gue dikacangin
[c=0]Egyptian Mau[/c] says:
tai
[c=0]Egyptian Mau[/c] says:
gausah bahas2 makanan kampret
Meitha&i says:
ke sushi ya yok
Meitha&i says:
apa ke sushi tei
Meitha&i says:
mau ga
Meitha&i says:
gue temenin deh
[c=0]Egyptian Mau[/c] says:
ayo met
[c=0]Egyptian Mau[/c] says:
gue juga udah gatahan nih
[c=0]Egyptian Mau[/c] says:
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[c=0]Egyptian Mau[/c] says:
ADA YA TEMEN KAYA LO -_-

Meitha&i says:
gue gausa jauh2 deh
Meitha&i says:
indomie telor aja
Meitha&i says:
hahaa

she knows any foods i love -_- well the truth is i love any foods zzz

Only for True Cat Fetish

2008-09-01T01:48:00.000-07:00

Scottish Fold

Norwegian Forest

American Curl

Egyptian Mau

Himalayan

these are true best God's creatures

rangga abra pradipto

2008-08-30T08:01:00.000-07:00

hey boyf, for almost six months plus four months every-single-day im with you before i go to sleep every night, and you're my first thing in the morning.

being far from you just for hhm three days it makes me missssssserable.

see im getting really frustated & i need you so much tonight..

goodluck with the exercise my boyyyy

im waiting for your call

Heaven 9-11

2008-08-29T04:14:00.000-07:00

".....I try daddy but it hurts.. Is it true you're not coming home? Maybe someday I can visit you in heaven okay? It's time for me to go to bed now, I sleep with the light on. Just in case you come home, and kiss me goodnight. I love you so much, I miss you daddy...."

what can i do?

2008-08-29T03:41:00.001-07:00

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And i have been here many times
I haven't slept at all in days
I just don't know what i'm doing wrong

It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can i do to make you love me
What can i do to make you care
What can I do to make you love me
What can i say to make you feel this
What can I do to make you care

What can i do to get you there
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much i can take
There's only so much I can take
And i just got to let go
And I just got to let go
And who knows i might feel better, yeah
And who knows I might feel better, yeah
If i don't try and i don't hope
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can i do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can i do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can i say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you thereWhat can i do to get you there

No more waiting, no more, aching
No more fighting, no more, trying...

No more waiting, no more, aching
No more fighting, no more, trying...

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
Maybe there's nothing more to say
I'm just going to let it fly...

And in a funny way i'm calm
Because the power is not mine

What can I do to make you love me
I'm just going to let it fly...
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

What can i do to make you love me
What can I do to make you love me
What can i do to make you care
What can I do to make you care
What can i say to make you feel this
What can I say to make you feel this
What can i do to get you there
What can I do to get you there
What can i do to make you love me
What can i do to make you care
And love me...love me....love me..
What can i say to make you feel this

What can i do to get you there
And love me...love me....love me..

What can i do - - The Corrs.mp3

LoveCalculator - List of Adani Nurimanina's crushes

2008-08-28T05:20:00.000-07:00

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this email was sent on oct17 2007 -.-

no-body's-perfect

2008-08-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

the "body" word on the title doesn't mean a person, but a "body","body", part of our "body", got what I mean?

so this is it, I feel like I'm so desperate to get my body shape looks perfect, oh please I'm so far away from that one, "perfect" sounds impossible, what a pity....
if you know me so you're gonna get normal with my body, I'm so short, short in short way, really short, real-short
when people first see me they're focus on my short petite fat circle body ouch that hurts
i just can't get rid of it
i hate this, i don't wanna have a body this bad
oooh.... i wanna get tall, i wanna get thin
like all of those barbies
girl's icons are that bitches dolls with pretty face long blonde hair
not this fat short girl like me
see see? it needs bravery to write this on
but
but
but
people who really love me won't care what i look like
they love me for who i am
even if they laugh at me sometimes, saying that im so small
they really care, they're not ashamed to have me as their friends,or as the girl that they're close to
whatever body im in, im happy (:
the important thing is im enjoying this life
but im not saying that body shape isn't important
so many girls would kill for 0 size
with long thin legs.... big boobs, sexy lips everything
just like what they see in magazines
oh why am i down again? stop stop
stopppp!

things i wanna do before i die

2008-08-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

I wanna get 170 cm tall and 46 kg of weight, I would give everything for this one
I wanna bring my father come back to life, I give my life for you daddy..
I wanna build a family with Rangga
I wanna buy a penthouse to live with Metha
I wanna be a dentist! dentist!
I wanna go around the world with my own money, so the first thing to do is to raise it
I wanna put that effing braces on my teeth urrh!
I wanna exchange my face with Denise Richards', Nicole Richie's body, that's hot!
I wanna kill any girl who try to break us up. back off
I wanna have my room covered with candies, chocolates, make my own dreamland!
I wanna stop biting my nails, aaarrr i hate this delicious habit
I wanna eat ten boxes of ferrero rocher in 1 second if I could, then to still taste in the next 1 year
I wanna be a better & happier person than I am now, and finally be the one that's best for everyone esp. you know who

19082008

2008-08-28T04:02:00.000-07:00

Rangga you're still mine and I will never let any other girl touch your heart! I hate it when you're around the girls but... I trust you =)

Please just don't distract us, don't let any other problem gets into us.. Please God, give us some time..

Frankenstein

2008-08-28T03:29:00.000-07:00

My name is Captain Walton. My ship was exploring the Arctic when we found a man on a piece of floating ice. He was called Victor Frankenstein. One night, he told me a strange tale.

'My dear captain, how shall I begin? I grew up near Geneva. I was a happy child. My parents had two other sons, Ernest and William, and they took in an orphan, Elizabeth. When I was seventeen, I went to the University of Ingolstadt. A professor there inspired me to study chemistry. This changed my life as I became obsessed with the search for the secret of life. I worked day and night for two years and, finally, I found the new secret. To test my discovery, I decided to create a new life in the laboratory.

I collected parts of bodies and, after two years, I was ready to bring my creature to life. But when I saw the monster I had created, I felt horror and disgust. How can I describe the monster? You could see the muscles under his thin, yellow skin. His hair was long and black. His teeth were pearly white, but his eyes were pearly white, but his eyes were watery and his lips black.

When my friend Henry Clerval arrived, I said nothing about the monster, which by now had left my house. Henry brought news of my family. They were well and had taken in a servant called Justine. Imagine my shock when a letter arrived form my father - my young brother William had been murdered!

I went to my parents' house. Just before I got there, I saw the monster running through the trees. I realised the monster I had created killed my brother! When I got to the house, I was horrified to discover that Justine, who had been found near the scene of the crime, was accused of the murder. I knew she was innocent but could say nothing. She was hanged.

Soon afterwards, while I was spending some time alone in the mountains, I met my evil creation again. The monster begged me to listen to his story. This is what he said:

"When I left your house, I came across a cottage and lived secretly in the barn watching an old, blind man and his children. I learne dhow to speak and I realised how miserable I was. I had no family, no memories, no childhood. One day, I decided to speak to the old man. He was kind and couldn't see my ugly body. But as soon as his children returned, they screamed and hit me with sticks. I ran away. On one occasion, I saved a girl from drowning in a river but when her friend saw me, he fired a gun at me. This was the reward of kindness. I promised eternal hatred and revenge on mankind. My first victim was your young brother. But now I want nothing more than a companion. I want you to make me a female companion and we will live together far away from all humans, I promise."

I agreed to his demand, though the idea was terrible to me. When I returned home, my father mentioned his wish for me to marry Elizabeth, whom I loved dearly. But before the marriage, I needed to go to England to complete my work.

Henry came with me to England and, eventually, I completed my second creation. As I was bringing her to life, I began to have serious doubts about what I was doing. But suddenly, my monster arrived. He said: "You are my creator but I am your master!" In my confusion, I broke the body into pieces. The monster left, saying: "I will be with you on your wedding night!"

The next day the police arrested me. I was accused of the murder of a young man. They showed me the body - it was my friend Henry! My monster had claimed his third victim. They put me in prison but, in the end, I was proved innocent.

I was haunted by what the monster had said about my wedding night and I wanted to destroy him. On our wedding night, I was checking for the monster outside when I heard screams. I ran upstairs, only to find Elizabeth dead! The monster was at the window. He laughed before he ran off into the night.

The destruction of the monster was now my only aim. I followed him all over the Earth - the Mediterranean, the Black Sea, Russia - but he always escaped. He went north. I followed him to the frozen wastes of the Arctic but he as one step ahead. I was drifting on a piece of broken ice when, dear captain, you found me. I am dying. Please believe my tale and promise me you will do all you can to kill this monster.'

Those were his last words. He died in my cabin. I went out and then I heard strange noises. When I returned to my cabin, I saw the monster, a horrible creature, kneeling next to Frankenstein and crying. He told me how miserable he had been and how guilty he felt. He wanted to die and assured me he would destroy himself. Then, he jumped out of the cabin window onto the ice and was taken away by the waves into the darkness.

ADANI NURIMANINA!

2008-08-27T05:20:00.000-07:00

adani nurimanina paling pendek di XI IPA 1

A stands for

Adani Nurimanina
the one who knows everything about me
who knows all my secrets aaaw :D
cause i just think of her as the paper in
my private diary!
whatever life puts me thruogh she's always
around me...
to take my hand,hlod me tight,calm me down
really i can't smile Dan without you here with me!
i love you more than life

nb : created by Metha Hutami Winata, meaningful bgt ya..... :') heh rangga masa kalah lo ama metha zz

total madness

2008-08-26T03:35:00.000-07:00

1. i hate being around my family. tiap bel pulang sekolah gue males bgt pulang pengennya di sekolah dulu sampe sore kalo bisa malah gakpulang, kecuali pas pulang yg keliatan cuma congornya metha ama rangga, yg laen gue gakmau. malessss banget tiap menginjakkan kaki dirumah dipikiran gue "welcome to hell" macho bgt zz emosi tiap plg semua gerakan jd salah lama2 gue gaboleh nafas juga. jd anak tumpuan susah deh gini yg dipaksa jadi sempurna

2. gue benci banget ada yg sok2 ngerti hal2 yg gak dia ngerti dan sayangnya itu teman gue sendiri copycat abis woyyyy males gaksih. ya sebenernya sih kalo gue berpikir dewasa ya biarinlah tandanya gue trendsetter tp gue emosi soalnya alay -.-" pokoknya lo gausah sok asik sok yg pertama tau gitu deh ngerti aja kagak. kalo ga ada gue juga gaktau kampret. jijik in gaksih kata2 gue tapi gue yakin bnyk yg merasakan hal yg sama.... gaksuka bgt gue ngpn diikutin, maaf aja ya kalo ada yg ngerasa, pgnnya sih gue tulis ngikutinnya apa aja tp ngajak ribut jd gajadi deh

3. tadi copycat skrg terfokus sm org2 yg sok asik sok paling ngerti segalanya, gakperlu kan lo teriak2 di depan kelas lo lo pernah minum vodka? tequilla? apalah gapenting kemana aja loooooo hahaha merasa paling gaul paling tenar tapi plis deh sadar diri lo semua tuh musuh sejuta umat, sok pada gaul sok ngumpul rame2 sok2 nyebut "anak2" males bgt gue dgrnya, tolong dehya gak pada norak gitu kayak lo lo semua orang2 laen itu dikenal karena org laen tau mereka bukan mereka yg heboh pgn dikenal, saking desperatenya gak ada yg tau kalian ya jadi heboh sendiri gitu, di pm2 lo ditulis semua bahasa sok asik yg gue sangat geli bacanya, gausah bangga deh lo bukan siapa2

4. dari hari kamis gue latihan saman sampe jam setengah 6 terus jumat ampe jam 5an sabtu gue emg dateng telat tp tempatnya panas blm ngapa2in udh keringetan siang2 mentereng capek banget kan. terus minggunya trace sight (traditional dances of sixty eight) diundang ke antv untuk mengisi acara planet remaja. metha sih blgnya "peace love and gaul aja dan" plis dongg..... wakakakakakakkaka swt. (plis deh jgn anggep metha serius) udah capekkk banget kayagitu mana belom makan udah emosi, dateng2 crew antv yg nyebelin itu mau liat gerakan, dan guess what panggung gakcukup.... tadinya mau bikin baris diagonal gitu dipanggungnya. dan tadinya yg dipinggir metha sm vera mau dikeluarin seenak jidat lo lo pikir gakcape latihan? make up pake baju segala macem? seenak itu lo ngomong? tae. akhirnya ada yg masih punya hati gakjadi di keluarin. tapi gerakannya dirombak ulang semua semau mereka aja gitu taigak. udh capek2 latihan, sok ngerti saman aja lo semua org2 antv kesel bgt gue. kan sblm tampil dikumpulin gitu....

. : gimana bisa kan gerakannya diganti?
kita : iya udh diatur kok
. (dia ngmg pake apasihtuh headphone gitu ke crew yg laen) : opung nih katanya udh bisa tadi sih gue udh ngebrief blablablabla
(gue gatau si opung ngmg apa)
. : iya emang gak bagus

HAHAHA LO PIKIR GUE GA DENGER WOOOOOOOY, tau diri men susah2 kale, kalo mau ngomong kayagitu jangan pas kita udh disitu dong, siapa suruh ngundang kita, dari kemaren2 kek diliat, sialan banget. ngerti kan emosinya kayak apa, udh capek belom makan gak fit banget badan udh gitu digituin. tolong ya buat orang antv kalo ada yg baca tau diri dikit, emosi bgt gue ama lo semua, ga ada respeknya banget lo. alhasil hbs tampil gue ama metha cabut ke kamar mandi, gue nangis tereak2 kenceng banget emosi capek (gue emg gitu he) ya udah ampe ada yg nanyain masuk ke kamar mandi "kenapa dek? suaranya kedengeran ampe luar" lo pikir gue peduli mau kenapa kek bukan urusan lo.

sedih ya :'( ngakak aja silahkan.......

5. hari jumat dompet gue ilang. jadi gini kronologinya, gue makan nasigoreng di ips 1, gue bw dompet. diliat2 ama onta. ditarolah di mejanya hazlan. udh gitu bel, gue buru2 keatas gue ga bawa deh tuh dompet. gue inget banget masih disitu. pas pulang udh raib, :'(:'(:'( nangis deh gue udh gitu duit gue tinggal segitu2nya, ada lagi orang ngutang bertingkah (haha ini sih beda cerita), emosi banget men...... ga ada duit gue miskin banget. pas sabtu gue mau ke antv (ini cerita sedih kalo gamau nangis buka blog laen) gue minta duit susah payah ama intan saking hausnya, dikasih deh goceng, baek ya tp mukanya gak baek wkakaka canda. terus gue beli s tee satu, berdua lah gue minum sm soulmate gue si metha... pesennya intan sih kembaliannya balikin, gue laper banget mau pingsan (lebay), gue lgsg kabur aja mengendap2, sisa duit 2.500 gue pake beli baso ber2 sm metha, tauga cuma dapet apa? pangsit 3 biji dan baso 1 buah yg bulat kecil pula. dimakan semangkuk berdua... sedih banget ya hidup gue?

lengkap sudah segala cerita. the end of this soap opera.....

lalala

2008-08-26T03:29:00.000-07:00

i d k y but i love this picture so much!

liat dehya muka gue kyk yg gue anak gaul, tiap satnite gue pulang pagi, ngeluarin duit kyk bernapas, gue orgnya asik, apa aja kalo ada gue pasti seru, gue orangnya gokil gitu deh (Y). terus kalo mukanya metha gini nih gue cantik, seribu cowo rela ngantri buat gue, hidup gue enak, cowo ketemu gue pasti ngeliatin sampe muter, kemana2 pasti banyak yg ngajak kenalan, gue famous tp rendah hati.

freak najis

sdt

2008-08-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

halo,penting nih! tanggal 30 agustus 2008 , super duper troopers yg ga lain ga bukan angkatan ke 13 smpi alazhar kelapa gading,dateng kerumah gue yaaaaa... ceritanya reuni . biasalah kita kan angkatan telat kompak zz . yauda pokonya tgl 30 dateng kerumah gue,setelah baca ini sapa gue di msn/sms/telfon blg bisa ato ga yaaaa.. kalo banyak yang bisa jadi,tp kalo dikit gajadi . ok ok ? thxxxxxxx :3

fw from : ich & the chipmunks

this is a total joke haha

2008-08-20T05:25:00.001-07:00

soooo i guess i wanna tell you a story, jangan ngantuk dulu (apasih)

jadi gini, i have a friend, dia punya cowo. and they're in long distance relationship. you know it struggles but they survive loh (hebatya iyadong) teruuuus cowonya ini punya bestf cewe, yg temen gue assumed she's more than just a friend to her boyfie, her boyfie told her he liked another girl, and my friend thinks it was her.....

ya sampe skrg mereka dekat sekali. bahkaaaan teman gue ini blm kenal keluarganya dan belom tau banyak and blablabla dan sahabat cowonya itu ya ehm udh deket ya sm keluarga cowonya (yagitudeh) terus direstuin mungkin.....? z

trs tuh cewe yg temen gue liat jauh........beda b g t yg segala2nya lebih baik dr temen gue. ya can you wonder how she feels? temen gue sm cowonya beda umur jauh bok sedangkan ama tuh cewe ya seumuran gitu yakan yassalam. udh gitu tuh cewe deket tempat tinggalnya ama cowo tmn gue, ya sering jalan bareng pernah berdua ampe malem banget ampe pagi bahkan (krik abis). and way more beautiful....physicly jauh lebih baik (ga adil ngomongin fisik but that's the fact) kalo cowonya temen gue knp2 pasti tuh cewe yg bisa bantu semuanya kayak tangannya ada 10, 9 dari tgnnya dikasih buat tuh cowo. ya temen gue sih apa daya tangan tak sampai...... jauh gini kan ya temen gue juga ngerti sih cowonya butuh ada yg deket ya taudehya tapiiii it hurts inside (sabar my friend) hahaha. suram amat ya.

jadi, for you, what should she do? temen gue ini cinta mati sm cowonya pasrah aja dia tapi kan she needs understandinglah. she's his girlf gitu.

kalo ampe ni cewe berani gangguin cowo temen gue, gue yg bunuh

26022008

2008-08-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

life's full of starts and ends

and what i know is it goes round like a circle

God knows everything that's best,

more than we know

if it's love that you're looking for.

you can always find it,inside your heart.

and if it's life, you can search for it inside your soul.

we're as humans don't go happy enough,

we keep finding something's missing

it always there, there will never be a hundred

we always miss one, a thing that we could never find.

but.... everything has changed, i realized it's something like you Ga..

you fulfill the empty space..

well it doesn't full enough, until you add some love into it.

but I guess it's something you can't gave, maybe you've hide it for someone else..

even if my heart beats for you, but yours is for someone else,

I know it hurts

baby if I could have you here beside me

the cliche things are never be those problems

the problems is...your heart

when you're near me, is your heart near?

or it flies away with the other's?

I wanna have your arm to hold me close,

eventhough your heart holds the other one

Honey, I couldn't say if it's okay

but you're the most important thing to me...

"......Rangga we have gone this far, I wouldn't say yes if you have to leave me"

nb : this one i wrote on february 26th 2008, well i just forgot what happened but when i opened my book and saw it, hhm.........

August 9th 2008

2008-08-18T01:59:00.000-07:00

if you left us alone for a day it goes like this dehhhh...... ;D it was fun ya mey? hihi

location : grand indonesia

my new bangggggg!

2008-08-18T01:51:00.000-07:00

muka ama gaya gue gausah diliat gue aja jijik, but look at my new bangggg! see i'm much cooler than you guys.... hahahaha

&her,always

2008-08-18T01:34:00.000-07:00

hei i bet all of you have known her yakan, metha nih metha masa lupa (apasih)

yeaa we're kinda in our sorrow days lately, ya met? usual things about boys, tears tears tears and criesssss......... yea perhaps these days you won't see true smiles among our lips. yg kerjaannya nangis terus ngeliatin hp sepi banget ya :'( we miss those boys yg normally have been with us all day long. but we still have each other kan? hihi =) ya tiap ada apa2 ya gampang ya met tinggal angkat telfon, pasti tiap hari ada jadwal rutin nelfon dia (kayak pacaran gt tapi GAKLAH), masing2 cerita ya 4L deh met lo lagi lo lageeeee hahaha bosen tau tiap hari lo mulu met hihi canda sayang muah. ya hiburan kita ya each other aja yaaaaaaa be the shoulder for one another tiap saat.. what can i do without you mey? lagi sedih banget gini kalo bukan lo siapa lagi yang dicari.. selalu deh kalo ada apa2 barengan ya met seragaman -.- connection between us is so strooooong gitu secara kemana2 berdua.. ya jangan bosen denger segala keluhan gue ya met dari dulu yg dikeluhin sama aja hahahaha. cepetan ol dong meeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!!

01:38 AM

2008-08-16T10:43:00.000-07:00

well it's really late huh? usually i have someone waiting for me to sleep but im having no one now. feeling really lonely...... metha left me she slept already, and he is going i d k where i think he's missing and i don't know where to find him maybe in his blanket uuurgh. what should i do would you talk to me? aaaaahhhh i just can't sleep nothing to do kill meh

so far away from home......

2008-08-16T10:03:00.000-07:00

lately i feel like really alone. gue lagi bener2 gakbisa deket sm keluarga. gue dirumah sama sekali uncomfortable. ketemu nyokap apalagi, i just don't want and don't need to see her, she always makes my feeling worse. gue gakbisa ngapa2in pasti salah dimata dia. gue baru ngapain dikit udah disuruh ngerjain ini. kenapa sih? gue enek tiap hari pusing gue muak denger lo ngomong wooooooy........ blm lagi kaka gue yg sok overprotective yg gue pikir kolot amat jadi orang, tiap kemana2 ditelfonin sampe dongo. udahlah, capek gue. mau lo kemana ama siapa emang gue ngurusin? mau lo pulang jam berapa ya hak lo. muak gue jadi anak bungsu, mau ampe kapan tetep aja dianggep anak kecil. gue juga udah pusing, tiap hari tidur sm nykp, sama sekali gak punya privacy. gue udah gakpernah minta ditemenin, gue udah gede bisa tidur sendiri. mau ngapain aja gue gakpunya waktu bener2 sendirian dikamer, gue gak ngerasain what comfort issssssssssss..... gue lagi mau ngeluarin emosi gue gue ada masalah kenapa2 juga gabisa, dirumah gue kuping satu kuping semua, mata satu mata semua. capek banget gaksih gue sampe bingung kata2nya apa. this is when children just dont feel at home when they're home... gue pengen sekolah yg bener, mau kuliah di bandung, tp tujuan utama gue malah "biar jauh dari nyokap" it hurts kan ibu ibu yang baca nih? mau sampe kapan kaya gini, anak tumpuan semua dilimpahin ke gue. sering banget pengen kabur dari rumah yaaaa dirumah my feelings never get better, family isn't the number one i call when i got problems, gue lebih nyaman sm rangga sm metha deh. coba serumah ber3 doang (berempat deh sm kambing) world feels like heaven....... tuhkan ganti topik, intinya gini nih, a voice of a high school-er. gue malah pengennya gak ketemu lo, gak denger lo ngomong, semua itu malah bikin hati gue tambah buruk rasanya, pengen kabur pengen kabur pengen kabur..... gamau kan punya anak suka kabur2an? ya you fix yourself and i'll try to be a good child.

nb : buat parents yg baca, maaf ya kalo ada kata2 saya yg nyakitin, atau kurang pantes. this is just my opinion what i feel inside as a daughter. we're daghters&sons aren't asking anything but understand. apalgi seumur gue, we're teenagers and so so so so so labil, we just can't control our emotions and we need you guys to back us up. tapi kenapa parahnya lo bikin gue ngerasa lebih buruk? malah nambah masalah kita? tolong deh, jangan cuma selalu kita yg disalahin kalo ada apa2. do you feel that you're good enough as a parents? kita tau what you do you always wanna do only the best for us tapi sometimes nyampe ke kitanya bedaaaaaaaaa ampun deh. tolong deh dipikir gak selamanya juga anda semua suci kenapa gakpernah ngerasa ada salahnya sih? ngerasa that you never hurt us? jaman kita beda ama jaman dulu ya.. kita emang udah terpengaruh banyak and adapt lah, kita gakbisa dididik kolot yang ada anak2 lo makin berontak. emang fasenya kita kaya gini, nanti juga ada waktunya buat bersihin diri yagak met?hahaha. sumpah deh i need a warm lovely situation in my home.. we know that our duty is to make you guys proud of us but how if ure not even helping? coba deh dipikir kalo jadi gue kayak apa, mending gausah jadi anak lo kalo boleh milih. if my dad were here :'(

this saturday night

2008-08-16T09:49:00.000-07:00

sudah beberapa hari ini sulit smsan, karena ada nyokap gue dan rangga sibuuuuuk banget ngurusin 17an tugas2 naek tingkat dan lain lain. i know he gotta do the best and he must get the highest score yes baby i always support you. daritadi jam 8an dia ngilang gatau kemana disms gadibales telfon divert mulu aaaaaaaaah gatau kangen lo ya bebek jelek kuda lo emang, males gue jadinya sama lo hus hus pergi ah (bohong banget marah2,impossible) plis deh tolong ya lagi bisa bgt spend quality time with you remember it's our night kan.......... malem minggu gini biasanya webcaman ampe pagi, abis matiin komputer ol di hp, ampe kmu ketiduran, emang seenaknya zzz sumpah kemana sih kgn gue nyet gila lo ditinggal gini. nanti nyokap gue udh balik aja udh pulang gue gak bls sms dikit dimarahin kyk apa, giliran gua bisa lonya ngilang, tuyul botak jenggotan buluan artis india, udah ah kesel

what a birthday..... 888 (^)

2008-08-15T22:44:00.001-07:00

hhm maaf sebelumnya baru sempet update sekarang, agak basi mungkin yaaa...

Ochiel

08-Agustus-2008 00:00
Adanikan! happy birthday, may all your wish come true &have an everlasting love. hope you enjoy your new age &new life! i''ll see you soon baby. Ochielele

Metha Baby
08-Agustus-2008 00:01
Happy birthday my baby muah tambah tinggi ya syg ih sng deh pasti akhirnya tgl 8 jg.loveyou

nb : metha nelfonin gue 7x tapi ga gue angkat karena ketiduran. dan dia cuma sms begini yaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Rangga Boyf
08-Agustus-2008 00:01
Happybday to you. sorry ya dan ga bisa ngabar2in lg.enjoy ur bday.

nb : bagus banget ya ucapannya? hebat gak? asik ya bacanya? T.T

Teteh Meta

08-Agustus-2008 00:09
Happy bday little sister. Wish u all the best things in life ya dee. Hope u have a very lovely birthday. Teteh feat. Papa. I bet he's wishing the best also =)
nb : (tearing)

dan semua sms2 lainnya yang tidak bisa ditulis satu persatu terima kasih banyak yaaaaaaaaaaaaah! sms2 yg jam 12 itu baru gue baca jam 2, dan sms Rangga yg sangat bagus itu aku cuma bales "Thx Ga.." gitukan? hahaha it hurts so much taugak bacanya, lagi ultah men bawa berita buruk banget T.T u just don't know how much i've expected... and then gue tidur lagi.....

by the morning, when i woke up, i looked to the table beside my bed. lalu ada sebungkus kado disitu, ehem. ada suratnya, and when i opened it.........
8 Agustus 2008
Dear Adani,

Happy birthday my dearest little sister!! Ga kerasa ya? Hari ini umur kamu nambah 1tahun, udah 15 tahun aja umur kamu! Ga kerasa udah 1tahun yg lalu, aku kadoin kamu sepatu biru itu.. (itu kado aku tahun lalu kan ya?). Maaf ya, ulang tahun kamu yang sekarang aku ga bisa ngucapin langsung, akunya kan di tulodong!!

Anyway, i wish you all the best thing in life.. Semoga kamu makin dewasa, makin bisa menanggapi segala sesuatu dengan bijak, makin positif dalam segala hal, smua sifat2 buruk bisa diilangin, makin cantik, makin semuanya deh yang baik2. tapi yang paling penting, makin sayang sama keluarga!!

I just want you to know, it's a total joy and privilege to have you as a little sister in my life.. You're such a blessing..

Well, i'm lost for words now!

I hope you like my present! Take good care of it!!! Oh iya, kadonya dibuka pelan2, soalnya katanya siiih barang ringkih.. =)

Once again, happy birthday little sister!!
I love you more than life itself. Have a super lovely birthday!!
Muach,

Teteh

ya ya ya...... you could imagine how i felt. terharu banget deh bacanya sumpah i love you teh, speechless. sampe akhirnya gue buka itu kado pelan2 ya takutnya apaan gitu. lalu diboxnya tertulis HOLGA PINHOLE. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA teriak lah saya lalu itu kado saya peluk erat2. senang sekali teteh dikasih kadonya, i don't like it i love it!!!!!!!!! im gonna take care of it of course!!!
sampe disekolah, banyak yang gaktau ya gue ultah gitu kan T.T jadi ya diem2 aja gitu. ya biasa ajaaaaa tapi banyak yg sms pada inget (makasih makasih) teruuuuus....... OHIYA, MAU CERITA DULU

jadi, sejak beberapa hari sebelum ultah gue, rangga a.k.a orang tersayang gue nyuekin gue karena we had a big fight before. sumpah ngomongnya dalem banget marah2 gituuuu terus diem2an, dicuekin abis2an. waktu itu sempet deh gue gakmau tanggal 8, sudah berharap gitu bakal ada apaan ya.... taunya malah berantem ;( dicuekin abis, diem2an. rese banget. belom lagi im having problem with family yang tak kunjung berakhir, and im sick of it!! gue sms rangga "im having no one banget deh, sendirian banget...." cuma dibls "Np dan" zzzzz belom lagi metha yang ditelfon gadiangkat2, salah apa ya gue mey? gue tuh paling takut udah kayak gitu gue takut ada salah sama looooo udah panik uring2an. DAN SATU LAGI YA, RANGGA DIKABARKAN SUDAH JADIAN SAMA CEWEEE, pm2nya rangga yang nama tu cewe gitu deh padahal kan rangga is my boyfriend, is my boyfriend, once again is my boyfriend so he's mine, i repeat rangga is my boyfriend so he is mine... sedih banget gaksih mau ultah si rangga jadian aja gitu sama cewe, emg lg ada masalah sm gue tapikan.......... udah gitu gue sensi banget ama tuh cewe dan rangga tau dan aku sebel sm dia Gaaaaa hahahaha! she's a good friend of yours yakan. sempet deh gara2 ini semua gue bilang sm semua orang gausah inget2in gue ultah gamau ultah gamau tanggal 8 maunya tanggal 9 aja!!!!!

lanjut ke hari tanggal 8, jadi itu jam 10an, gue lagi di perpustakaan kecil sama anak2 osis. gue lagi sama onta. and then masuklah sms

Rangga Boyf
08-Agustus-2008 09:38
lg plajarn apa dan

YA AMPUN SENENGNYAAAAAAAAAAAAA langsung lah saya balas dan beberapa saat kemudian...
Rangga boyf : halo?
Adani : iya?
Rangga : halo?
Adani : iya Ga?
Rangga : Adani bukan?
Adani : iya..
Rangga : happy birthday yah..
Adani : iya makasiiiiiih
Rangga : halo
Adani : halo Ga? Ga lagi ngapain?
Rangga : belajar
Adani : oh kamu lagi belajar
Rangga : eh ada metha gak?
Adani : hah?
Rangga : ada metha ga?
Adani : metha lagi lari lagi olahraga.. disini ada onta mau ngomong ama onta?
Rangga : enggak
Adani : hah?
Rangga : ENGGAK
Adani : ya yaudah jangan marah2
Rangga : yauda deh
Adani : yauda

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA seneng banget taugak percakapan pertama. SUMPAH SENENG BANGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET parah2 senengnya undescribeable feeling im lost for wordsssssss..... udah gatau hrs blg apa dan gatau mau ngapain galebay -_______- terus yakan gue kan heboh ama onta gitu. and then i see metha to tell her what happened. "Met rangga nelfon" udah lemes banget gitu, and then she says "i know Daaaaaaan......." WHAT, metha told me whats goin on, semua itu dia yg ngerencanain, segala kriminalitas dan kejahatan yg cukup torturing meeeeehhhhhhhh. gue masih idiot dan ga sinkron. duduk sm methaaaa...... dia ceritain semua jadi dari kemaren dia yg jadi bosnya rangga nyuruh2 nyuekin gue lah segala macem tega banget ya, tapi it's my best birthday present afterall, ini my best birthday since my first breath! aaaaaaa seneng banget rasanya. gue yg udah tearing, berkaca2, eh si metha juga. metha bilang "seneng banget ya daaaaan, akhirnyaa" and then we hugged langsung deh the drama beginssssss ya we cried and i just..love her so much :') metha thnks ya one more time. i wont forget this foreveeeer..
and then i received a message

Metha Baby

08-Agustus-2008 09:59
Eh pacar gua ulangtaun ya hehe happy birthday ya my best sister ever-Adani Nurimanina wish you all the greatest.. Hope you can be more mature than before. Im sorry im such a bad friend at last but not least i hope our friendship will last till the end. i love you more than you love your boyf and still love each other ya dan,makasi bgt ya udh jadi pendengar cerita terbaik yg paling ngerti aku,semua waktu lo dan hehe gatau gue bkal jd apa klo gada lo.. You're the queen of my heart muah love you so damn dan sng ga dtlf rangga?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT A BESTFRIEND....... :') my everything banget deh nih cewe kalo curhat tentang dia mah ga abis2 tauga.... seneng banget met bisa kenal kamu my only closest friend in highschool hahaha!!!!!! and about the call, kalo dipikir2 itu percakapan aneh banget ya gue sama rangga malemnya ngebahas masalah itu dan we laugh so much about it, stupid banget idioit sma2 salting. apacoba nelfon gue kok nanyain metha, terus ngapain juga gue bawa2 onta, salting duaduanya gitu aduh malunya -.- kenapa sih Ga lidahnya kenapa ngmong ama aku susah banget sih malu2 banget deh kamu? ahahaha aduh yang makasih yah muah i love you banget!

terus siangnya when i got home from school, gue masih didepan sekolah digerbang gitu sm metha dhyla macil ada icha juga. terus twinda katanya sihyahhhhhhh mau ke68, tiba2 twinda nelfon..

Twinda : DAN!
Adani : iya nda?
Twinda : lo dimana??
Adani : ya ini gue disekolah nungguin lo lo dimana?
Twinda : ahelah lo tuh dimana sih??!? gue tuh udah ampe abis 82rb buat taksi !@#$%*!? apan si dan @!*@&#^
(tut tut tut, mati telfonnya)

bingung, twinda kenapa coba perasaan gapernah ngomong yg harus disensor? marah kyk apa juga gapernah kenapa ni orang??? panik kaget sendiri. udah gitu pada nanya2 twinda dimana ya gue gatau orang twinda malah marah2...... waktu gue balik badan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOUUUUUUUUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUU!
disitu terdapat seorang twinda yang membawa kue dapur cokelat yang dibelikan untukku tertulis "Happy Birthday Adani"

hihihihi seneng banget deh makasih banget ya..........................sumpah seneng! uhuhu! terharu gue ah aduh kan jadi girang sendiri. and my first cake goes to meithaaaaa and then twinda lalu dyla lalu macil, disitu tidak ada orang lagiiii.. yah! bahagia banget deh hari itu, bener2 mau balik lagi. pengen rasain lagi. how excited i am!!!!
rangga langsung sms "bnyk banget ya yg baik2 hari ini, gajadi lgsg tgl 9 dong? hahhahah" diledeeeeeekiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin huahuahua.

hari itu everything goes really smooth semua menyenangkan and i really enjoy it. i love that day so much and i wish everyday's that daaaaaaaay sumpah sayang banget sm kalian yg sudah terlibat dalam ultah gue! mmuah! catch ya later! xoxo

another disappointment...

2008-08-09T01:41:00.000-07:00

BEN
08/2/2008 6:40 pm
thats all?after 4months weve been together?So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I think im gonna work this out..idontknow why do that..if u still love him,just go back,why u only take a pict with him.iwill not ask you to stay withe me..if u dont love him anymre.its okay,but please let me go,and i'll fix myself alone..just that adani?ireally2 dont know what to say..

i could just answer this : "okay, it is all my fault, i'll let you go because i love you so much, i just won't see you hurt.. if it's better for you to be alone, without me, if it makes you smile even more, okay i'll do what you ask me too.. this is my punishment, i'll get through this.. be happy Ga, takecare.."

but, you know, you've read my latest post titled 12, it shows what i feel, huh? i just can't be without you, rangga. you know how much i love you. i can stand begging you coming back.. it's all empty, if it's without you.. you fill every second i breathe and can you imagine if it's all gone in one second? if it all passes away? no, i could just say no to goodbye, not now and forever

from someone

2008-08-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

adani..............................................................

12

2008-07-31T04:45:00.000-07:00

my you-know-who,yea he is.
the only one rangga,who's been with me since march 12th 2008.
the boy who take cares,protects,loving,i could possibly say everything.
what can i say?he's nearly perfect.
he teaches me love,but he doesn't show me how to stop.
i love him for the way he is,in every little thing he is.
when im with him,those beautiful times are my strongest point.
i just dont want those times to have an end
although i disappoint him,i make mistakes,i let him down... im the one to blame
im not the best,but im trying so hard
whoever he loves,i love him only
i just can't accept my own flaws,i just wanna be his perfect number #1
but in my hard walk and street of trying,i always do the same stupid thing
everything i do is all wrong.. but he doesn't
he's always here,be my shoulder,lift me up when im down,wipe my tears,fill me with laughter
i dont care if he hates me though,he's the first name in my brain,the first man in my heart
the word happiness is what he has given me,but i think i give him nothing..
well in the future, i wish, i do really wish and i will be his number one,his first priority, please..
i wanna be the one, i wanna make him feel the way i feel, those sad and painful times are nothing
they were all covered with everything he gave,he thought me,the way he makes me feel..
no matter what im always here,he can always find me,im going nowhere,waiting for him,i do
and fyi,if you're asking me "what's the best thing has ever happen to you?" the answer is,definitely "rangga"

twinda rarasati ((-:

2008-07-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

she's the inspiration, udah lama gak bikin post ya tiba2 si twinda ini lah muncul di otak gue -_____- hehe ya she's one of my friends and i love her so much...........

bermula dari gue kenal dia di 68, jadi waktu mos itu gue udah masuk kelas, dan duduk sebangku sm vania, temen gue dari alazka. tiba2 ada cewe gradakan dateng berdua, ya ini si twinda sm farah, udah telat petakilan banget (krik krik) pas perkenalan, gue inget banget twinda ngomongnya sambil ketawa2 garok2 kepala gak bisa diem tengil nyebelin bgt deh!!!!!!! ....tapi cantik bgt -.- "saya twinda rarasati dari 216, hahaha apalagi ya? yagitu deh!" di otak gue "apaansih...." teruuus ternyata gaboleh sebangku sm yg satu sekolah, dan gue twinda menggantikan posisi vania jadi teman sebangku gue oh my god.... dia bawel banget gitu kenalan sm belakang gue, hera sm nadia, terus belom apa2 udah bawel ngobrol, gue gak diajak kenalan krik krik secara juga gue diem bgt ama org baru kenal, terus gue yg nyodorin tangan deh kenalan gitu oke stop.

awalnya gue gabetah temenan ama orang ini bawel banget gatahan ya ampun -.- semuanya dicurhatin gituya nda? wkwkwk mmuah no offense. jadiiiii dikelas gue perkumpulan cewe2nya gitu yaitu hera nadia gue farah icha intan ayas sapi dan twinda, nah tapi twinda jadi banyak yg gasukaaaaaaaaaaaa dia jadi sendirian gituuuuuuuuu dia sempet beberapa saat merasa gakpunya temen (aku tau kok nda hehe waktu itu yakan ngaku deh ;p;p) tapi waktu itu gue ngobrol sm winda, gue temenin gitu kasian sendirian (kan baik) i feel like i have that little something with her i cannot explain, that weird feeling.... ya gue ngerasa nyatu aja (galebay) gue kenal winda ya emang gitu orangnya dewasa dong dalam berteman aing aing. walaupun kalo ngobrol suka agak bingung&gaknyambung ya nda tapi gue merasa dia deket sm gue, like one of my closest friends lah yaw.....

semuanya jadi tambah deket tambah deket makin sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang sm winda heeeeehe jadi sering cerita2 terus gue sering main kerumahnya sm icha, yah makin deket and that friendship rope between us went really strong :') ya dia metha icha lah paling deket sm gue gituuuuu hehe.

sampai akhirnya, kenaikan kelas makin deket, udah deg2an penjurusan kan, dengan yg gue tau keinginan winda dan tuntutan orangtuanya untuk masuk IPA, ya pasti dia sangat mengharapkan itu lah ya. dan ternyata di report twinda tertulis........... "Nilai anda memenuhi syarat untuk naik ke kelas XI dan memasuki program Ilmu Pengetahuan Sosial" JEGERRRRRRRR! heboh panik kan, ah sedih banget pokoknya. dengan omelan sana sini twinda sedih banget gakbisa masuk ipa, she feels like she doesnt belong to that family...... (gak gitu kok nda sumpah deh muah) and the worst thing is, setelah berapa lama twinda dipindahkan oleh orangtuanya ke presidential school (yang notabene asrama) dan berarti gak di 68 lagi dong (yaiyalah) SADSADSADSAD:'( you just dont know how i feel nda...

gue stress winda pindah, stresssssssssssss sedih gue sayang banget sm dia syg bgt she's like a sister apapun yg org bilang tentang winda I LOVE&CARE FOR HER REALLY MUCH, jadi gue gabisa denger kelebayan twinda lagi dong, gue gak dikatain dia lagi, gak diledekin dia lagi, gak digangguin winda lagi, gak denger cerita dan curhatannya lagi, gak kucing2an guru bareng lagi dong ndaaaaa :'(:'( tearing deh aku ndaa please dont go away please please!!!!!!!!!!! suara lo ketawa ada di kuping gue muka lo senyum nangis semua gue inget di otak gue nda.. lo yg selalu nungguin gue dijemput, lo yg selalu nemenin gue naek taksi kalo mau pergi, yg selalu bareng gue kemana2, yg selalu dengerin cerita gue, yg selalu peduli tiap gue nangis, lo yg selalu nemenin gue naek taksi, yg selalu ada buat gue saat gue kenapa2..... :'(

Sapi : Eh intan cantik tuh ironi ya?

Twinda : Ha? Ironi? Sarkasme!!!!!

Adani & Icha : WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKA (gasantai)

Rangga : Kamu bukan manusia

Adani : Aku apa dong?

Rangga : Makhluk tapi bukan manusia

Adani : Ya apaaaaaaaaa

Rangga : Termite

(terus Twinda baca chat gue)

Twinda : Termite apaan Dan?

Adani : Itu loh Nda nyamuk yg kecil

Twinda : Cha, emang nyamuk ada yg gede ya?

Icha : WAKKAKAKAKAKAKKA

Adani : Ha? WAKAKAKKAKAKAKA (ketawa telat)

nda inget ga nda? inget gaaaaaa........ segala kebodohan gue, semua yg gue lakuin bareng lo pasti ketawa2, gue gapernah nda sedih waktu bareng lo, tiap gue kerumah lo, kestupidan gue waktu nonton wanteddddddddd tiap gue goblok dikelas, semua itu nda semuanya gue bakal kangen banget sm lo nda bakal kangen banget... kangen bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet :'(

nda wherever you are however far you go you know i'll always be here, kalo ada apa2 bilang gue ya nda. takecare disana, jangan lupa sm gue ya, hehe tiap pulang bilaaaang gue bakal selalu setia sm icha buat nyamperin lo pasti pasti! i love you real much my twinda, X3 68 2010 absen 34!!!!!! semangat ya!!!!! ((-:

XI SOCIAL

2008-07-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

"ma happy birthday ya, semoga di ultah mama bisa jadi lebih baik segalanya, wish u all the best mom! tapi maaf banget ma hari ulang tahun mama aku ngecewain mama, aku masuk IPS ma, aku minta maaf banget udh nyia2in kepercayaan yg mama kasih, mama ibu terhebat dan terbaik, padahal mama ngasih semuanya buat aku tapi aku malah ngecewain mama, mama disana doain aku ya.. aku bakal buktiin aku bisa, aku pengen banggain mama. maafin adani ya ma, i love you.........."

June 25th 2008 with my tears falling down :'(

ya baca aja udh keliatan kan perasaan gue kayak apa tuh. ya gimana sih perasaan anak mau banggain orangtuanya malah gagal.... :'( udah tau hiburan mama ya cuma anak2 aja kan sejak papa udah ga ada. cita2 udah banyak mau ITB ngambil tekhnik dan blablabla tapi bukti&kenyataannya? 0 BESAR!!!!!!!!! pathetic abis............. setaun ini emang gue kurang usaha buat IPA, tapi sekarangnya nyesel banget kenapa gue terlalu banyak buang2 waktu gue buat hal2 yang gakpenting. tugas gue cuma satu toh belajar, gue gakperlu nyari duit fasilitas alhamdulillah nyokap gue nyukupin tapi mau bikin nyokap seneng aja gagal. I FAIL....... sekarang semua impian gue melayang tuh, ditambah lagi gue yg diharapkan satu2nya nerusin papa di tekhnik, tapi nyatanya malah kayak gini, aduh maaaaaaaah kapan aku bisa bikin mama seneng? ;(

makasih banget buat yang udh banyak nyemangatin apalagi rangga&kak nyssa i love you both (K) tapi ya dihati ini gak bisa bohong gue masih sedih banget rasanya, kan menentukan masa depan gue gimana sekarang ini, gaktau rencana kedepan kayak apa tapi HARUS UI DAN GUE GAKBAKAL LAGI NYIA2IN WAKTU YANG ADA GAKBISA BALIK LAGI KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN :(:(:( maaf ya gakbisa santai ini.. mau ngambil fakultas apa? mau kerja dimana? aduhhhhh tolong deh Dan keep your mind wide open..

ngasitau aja nih yang baru pada masuk SMA esp my super duper troopers! nanti di sma bikin list tuh mau masuk mana dan blabla cita2 jadi apa teruuuuuuuuuus usaha ngepol plis deh jangan terlena sama dunia SMA, ini emang gimana yah dunia yg in the middle banget, jaga diri deh jgn kebanyakan maen masa depan lo gakjelas tuh (bahasanya ayam,z) pengalaman gue nih jgn sampe dirasain sm yang laen nyeselnya bangetbangetbanget seumur hidup nyesel kalo kata nyokap gue iya bangetttt! sebenernya sih kalo lo udah usaha yg ngepoll belajar tiap malem selalu usaha pas ujian ngelakuin yg terbaik DAN JANGAN LUPAIN TUHAN DENGAN DOA tapi akhirnya lo dijuruskan ke jurusan yang tidak lo inginkan yah itu namanya takdir Tuhan pasti tau yg terbaik....... lah gue usaha aja ogah2an plis deh ah i wanna turn back time

the kusmayadi's

2008-07-01T03:35:00.000-07:00

#1 Ir. H. Dedy Kusmayadi as Papa

18 Mei 1956-21 Februari 2001

Papa terbaik, terhebat, tersegalanya. ga ada yang lebih baik :') selama hidupnya cuma buat keluarga, kerja keras, sangat bertanggung jawab.. A REAL FAMILY MAN! 7 tahun pacaran&17 tahun pernikahan sama mama selalu membahagiakan (so sweet.....) benar2 lelaki idaman, kalo nyari suami yg kayak papa aja! :D

#2 Nunung Rustriana as Mama

25 Juni 1962

konon katanya nama mama itu diambil gara2 dia anak ke3 terus lahirnya waktu kakek gue lagi di rusia...... tapi kenapa first namenya harus itu yah jelek amat -______- kalo lagi jalan protesnya "ma kenapa sih namanya itu kampungan" nanti yg jawab "iya banget dari mana sih itu nama" dan hanya ditanggapi dengan ketawa hehehheh. mama ini HEBAT! strongest woman alive! berjuang ngurus 3 anak yg tentu saja merepotkan selama 7 tahun jadi single parent sejati selalu ngasih yg terbaik buat anak2nya.. mama yg selalu denger cerita aku curhatan aku yg ngertiin aku sampe skrg masih tidur satu kamar (hehe) i love you mom. maaf ya aku belom bisa banggain :')

#3 Kometa Halleyna as Teteh Meta

29 November 1985

kalo yang ini beda lagi katanya namanya diambil dari komet halley, tp ada yg bilang komet halley tahun 1986 jadi bingung -_____- ya intinya begitulah. nah teteh ini sekarang sudah bekerja jadi enak udh punya uang sendiri heheh lulusan FHUI (canggih) yekaaaaan! hahaha. teteh ini pendiam sangat menjunjung tinggi privasi cerdas&cermat (loh zz) tp dibalik itu sayang sm ade2nya doooooong.. perfeksionis dan lebih kurus dari saya =( sayang teteh deh!

#4 Avisena Adhitama as Kakak Adhit

20 Oktober 1987

anak yang paling alim diantara ber3 paling rajin sholat paling sholeh kemana2 bawa tasbih paling sering ceramahin gue agama -____- mahasiswa binus dia ini jurusan akuntansi. ya kalo mama lagi drmh satunya dia yg nemenin gue tidur, padahal sih gue udh bisa tidur sendiri hahaha paling protektif kalo gue lagi pergi disuruh pulang cepet jgn malem2 ditelfonin terus yagitu deh secara papa udh gada yakan.. ya deket sm gue suka ketawa2 tp gakbisa curhat sm dia mah gaknyambung debat sering malah zzz

#5 Adani Nurimanina as Adani (sedih amat -___-")

8 Agustus 1993

ya liat aja tuh jarak sama kakak2 jauh tahunnya udah dikasih nama aneh jarang yg punya zzzzzz ( ga ada hubungannya ) nah ya gue inilah yang paling manja dari masih orok sampe segede gini tidur masih ditemenin mama, yeayyyy senenglah nemenin mama teyuz ya tapi gitu deh haha gajelas ah. terus ya gue ini anak yg masih takut buat ngmg sm kakak sendiri aja jarang ngobrol sekalinya ngobrol senengnya bgt2an girang2 bisa juga ngobrol.......... fiuhh..... gitu dalem hati zz. masih SMA udah taken see youuuuuuuuu

Hey Dad, How's everything going on?

2008-07-01T02:15:00.000-07:00

me at home, 01072008, 16:23 pm

to my dearest daddy,
long time no see dad.. i wish you're doing well there. now im growing up, im sorry i have failed you, im in social class dad! i wish i could enter the science one to continue your dream.. really sorry :'(
well mommy's just got home from umra, and teteh meta got her new job, but she says that she wants to quit, she hates the office, well i don't really understand actually. hhmm kaka adhit is on exam dad, tomorrow's the final. pray for him Dad wish for his luck!

daddy, i miss those times when i woke up in the morning then you called me with your unique voice haha :') i miss that. or when you tickle my belly... turning my body upside down.. video-ing my life with that stupid attitudes, yeah i was so little right? don't you miss it dad? i miss your hug i miss sleeping on your lap.. hey when you're here every-single-night i slept beside you, remember? hhm how sad... thank god i have your 5-seconds-video of your laugh! :')

oh dad if you were here......................................... im not what i am right now, will i see you soon? yes i will, visit me in my dream when i sleep at night, okay? i love you daddy..

rangga..

2008-07-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

yah sayang banget yah gak kebaca hehehe one of those memories........ ini ceritanya lagi ngomongin masalah acara anak2, eh tiba2 rangga menyebutkan "bandoo ya ampun" dan gue gakngerti dan gaktau itu acara apa toh -______- rangga bilang terkenal banget, nah tuh kalo kebaca jereng2 aja sekalian lucu banget lohhhhhhhhhhh, sangat menyenangkan. "haloo? passwordnya kak? bandoo ya ampun..." yang gaketawa gila deh hahahahah, krik. siapa yg gakmau punya pacar lucu banget kayak rangga? hahahaha. aduh kapan lagi yah ketawa2 lg sm kamu Gaaaaaa i miss you already :'( rangga itu ajaib sama dia semua bisa terjadi dehhhhhh see you my sweetest march!

happiness

2008-07-01T01:32:00.000-07:00

(1) yang ini anak baru di blog saya zzz teman baik lainnya namanya farah ayu a.k.a onta dan ibrahim shahab a.k.a iye (i know those are weird nicks huh.....) pokoknya ini di senayan city pas ultah metha. mereka tuh pacaran gila have fun all the timeeeeeeeeee! ngomongnya udah gapake mikir ga ada jaim gatau malu hehehe peace yah. terus si iye itu ontanya ilang dikit pasti rame temen2nya onta ditanya2in "fara mana dan? fara mana cha? fara mana meth?" zz sampe gila deh ditanyainnya gue males nih ye kalo lo udh mulai gitu santi aja onta gabakal ilang hehehehe ;D Awet2 ya onta kalo ngomong mikir dulu sm iye, iye jgn marah2 mulu sm onta yah yah yah muah

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(2)ini metha hutami winata a.k.a metha dan pacarnya yaitu muhammad ryan dwi saputra a.k.a kambing yang sudah saya ceritakan sebelumnya, nah ini lagi ulangtahunnya metha, 15052008 belom 24 jam jadian sudah mesra yah -_______- di senayan city habis nonton what happens in vegas. lucu ya kakinya yg ngelangkah sama zzzz gapenting x_x jadi kan hari itu my mommy dengan baiknya membelikan kue ulang tahun buat metha teruuuuuuuuus kuenya dibawa2 terus, dikasih ke kambing sm metha hahaha. mereka nih sudah melewati banyak loh........ dari awalnya yang berlika-liku sekarang mereka sudah belajar saling mengerti dan alhamdulillah baik2 saja. awet2 ya metha sayang! (K)

SORRY!

2008-07-01T01:24:00.000-07:00

sorry that i am me, sorry that you met me, sorry that you knew me, sorry that we've been together, sorry that i'm not perfect.... sorry if im not the one you're trying to find, sorry that in the past i've hurt you, sorry i'm useless, sorry i'm too far, sorry i can't hold you when you're cold, sorry i'm not there when you need me... sorry that you've never seen me, sorry if i push you to love me, sorry for my flaws... sorry that im not her, or that one, or the other. sorry for being me, sorry that i love you too much, sorry that i need you, sorry that i've given you everything i have, sorry i adore you too much, sorry sorry sorry for everything.......

Metha Hutami

2008-06-29T00:21:00.000-07:00

ini loh yang selalu gue banggain. hehe metha itu a sister a bestfriend pretty much my everything kalo baca blog pertama ya ini loh termasuk salah satu yg who knows me really well.. remember? ya gimana ya padahal baru kenal metha waktu masuk SMA, pertama kali kenal garing banget -________- gue kira gabakal nyambung.. akhirnya cerita2 dan semuanya kayaknya dari satu 68 yg paling klop sm gue ya metha ajaaaaaa :D;D:D

seneng banget deh bisa kenal sm methaaaaaaaa bisa share everything dari yang paling bagus2nya sampe yang aib ya semua metha yg tau, bener2 cuma dia yg bisa ngerti. orang pertama yang gue cari kalo ada apa2.. bener2 everything EVERYTHINE everything bukan everythingnya abg yg ngemeng2 doang aduh sahabatannya aku sm metha gak gitu deeeeeeeeh. sampe2 rangga (fyi my boyf :------p) cemburu sm metha, metha metha metha what can i do without youuuu. 10 taun lagi 1 abad lagi pengennya masih sm metha..

jangan bosen yah kalo di post2 berikutnya sering2 denger nama metha, habis kalo ada apa2 ya dia lagi dia lagi, kemana2 sm dia, yg jagain gue juga dia.. mommyyyyy! huhu syg bgt meeey sm kamu..

tau metha seberapa banyak yah? hhm Metha Hutami Winata 15Mei1992, SDnya di adik irma SMP 115 akhirnya skrg di 68 kelas XI IPS yah Mey? hehe me tooooo social social....... terus metha itu anak ke 2 dari 3 bersaudara kakaknya cowo namanya mas dicky skrg baru mau kuliah (doain keterima itb yaaaaaaaa :D) adeknya cewe yg cute itu namanya afifa masih tk (baru nanya metha nih aw) hehehe terus terus metha alamatnya di (ya gue taulah) nomer telfonnya (afal lah). metha udah taken maaf yah sayang sekali oleh muhammad ryan dwi saputra. teruuuuuuuus aib2 metha kan gakperlu gue ceritain disini, metha itu gaksuka pedes -______- terus beranian, suka bego, tukang teriak tukang ketawa, kalo nangis heboh. suka menyimpan rahasia dari yang lain tapi aku tau donggggggggggg :D tempat curhatnya si rangga juga tuh weleeeeeh hehehe.

palingan juga entar tau metha gimana bakal ngomongin dia terus sip deh okeyyy fin!

adaniadani >>>first post, kinda boring

2008-06-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

yea maybe this is the start when you'll get to know me. hella bloggers, yes you've seen my name it's the title of this blog duh. im currently a teenager of age 14 and will turn 15 on august 8th! yippie ;DD YES i love my birthdaaaaaaaaay (alot). im an eleventh grader of junior high school, hhm i talk alot. sometimes i chill but at the other side i could be really loud. im sorry i got this trouble with comfort when i get into new people&environment.

well there are things i love sooooo much! such as boyfriend, friendships (K), fashions&FOODS!, girls day out.... hey im still a kid so this is normal for me okay okay? oh yeah i'd like if you keep your mouth shut you darn do not talk those trashy things about me on my back, ewwwww disgusting&i hate it

im sorry but im difficult to recognize, you'll get a problem if you really wanna know me. just those few people who i trust know me really well like they-are-me! if you just hang out,talk or share anything with me it doesn't mean you know me okay.. cause maybe im far from what you think i am.

so i think that's it, ciaoooooooo!