Little Observation

Q : Do you think physical contact and attraction supports relationships? And Why?

Metha says : iyalah menyuport abis

Ichoy says : mendukung hahaha karena enak

Dew says : mendukunglah kan ngebuat chemistry

Irfan fp says : i think it supports, with physical contact u can show your feelings

Farah Shafira says : ga ah, buat gue itu cuma plus2 doang

Shesa says : yes of course dear, although what really matters is urusan hati tp ttp aja dan..

Irma says : menurut gue kalo kontak fisik dlm pacaran mendukung cuma 50% justru kalo kontak fisik kan bikin ketagihan kan trs mau lg mau lg, oke hubungannya lama mungkin aja bkn krn syg krn pgn lg

Des says : ya karena lebih ngeliatin affectionnya

Dendy says : iya tp dikit, semua tergantung cowonya

Twinda says : gakjuga, org yg sukses ldr ga menggunakan physical contact untuk bs survive, yg penting komunikasi lancar, contoh ldr yg sukses adani dan rangga


I say : it supports cuz it shows your affection and girls love to cuddle rite? hahaha, touches do make the bond between them stronger..

Rangga says : ga ah kalo pacaran ya cuma buat maen2 doang, harusnya tuh kalo udah nikah jadi kaya gitu untuk bentuk cinta mereka, nah kan nanti punya anak nah itu bentuk cintanya

-_-

Happy Aidil Fitri :)

tomorrow's big day for any moslem on this earth
after a month of fasting, begging for God's forgiveness, in this holy month
finally, it's aidil fitriiiiiii!
a day when we all reborn, be a new human being, like a birth baby
a day to ask forgiveness, gathered & uniting as one, bring peace and all of the other kindness

so first of all,
to all of the people who's reading my blog
im sorry, for all of my mistakes, if it's hidden or not
minal aidin wal faidzin everyone!!

Aidil Fitri in Indonesia has cultures like eating ketupat, or to have special menu like opor ayam, gulai iga, yummyyyy!!!!!
this day also gives opportunity to go back to your hometown, see your family that you haven't seen in a long time
to build silaturrahmi, which is peaceful brotherhood sisterhood in moslem
this day is a victory
this day is really holy

i guess i've sent a message to my friends and people i know
but actually
im really looking where to sent this message, or what number, what address, so i guess im gonna write this here

To : Daddy
In Heaven

Hello Daddy, Happy Aidil Fitri :) Wishing you're not lonely there
It's the 7th year we're not having you on this day
We miss you so much
We miss how we used to hold your feet asking for your forgiveness
Asking for your prayer
To hug you, to prep you some food
To have you kissed me on my forehead
To look at your eyes and smile at me
Oh daddy, I need you here
I wish that there you're happy
I wish that God take care of you, for sure =)
No matter how far you are I know you can always hear my silence scream
I'm sorry Dad, I haven't make you proud enough
I'm sorry, that when I have you here I wasted my time, I should've been with you more often
Thankyou Daddy, you've been taking care of me
7 years I lived with you is the time that I treasure
See you in my dream
Once again, Happy Aidil Fitri
I love you

I need, Vacation

my desire is : holiday!!!!
puh-lease i need some fresh air
if you do check my blog constantly you'll realize that i don't like it being home
this is a phase that every teenager has to get through in their lives (maybe not all of em, but most of em)
rite?
maybe it's only my 8 years older sister who understands, cuz my older brother's just a kkkrap, lol
but i do have limits for myself, i know what's good and bad what i should and shouldn't do
but, in this almost-2-weeks opportunity, GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEEEE
any girl hates it when her mother just screams and shouts at her every single day after you wake up until you go to sleep again
i've been dreaming of some vacations
i wish i could be real
like in my brain i've prepared what to buy what to bring i just want to have this holiday fun....
but this is some of the problems
first, i don't know i'll go with who
second, HOW COULD I PAY THE BILLLLLLLLS
im an eleventh grader of senior high school remember?
just please, people
give me some fun :(



some of the places i've been dreaming :



Bunaken Island, North Sulawesi



Umang Island, Jakarta



Lombok



Bangka

a little examples of what we have here, in Indonesia :)

it seems that i love to be underwater so much, huh? lol. you dont have to die first to see heaveeeeen!

Pictures from Laskar Pelangi

Laskar Pelangi

Mahar

Lintang



Sd Muhammadiyah, Belitong

Last Movie I Watched.....

today my sister and i had some quality time together (again)
we went to mall then break-fasting together at sushi groove
we decided not to go home cuz home is hell, these days (for me)
after that we bought two tickets for a movie called "Laskar Pelangi"

this movie was based on a novel titled the same
and based on a true story also
Laskar Pelangi was a film about children who wanted to go to school so much
they're really poor for money, but rich for spirit
this school was going to be closed if there weren't 10 students
but then the 10th student came and they were the only student in Muhammadiyah Elementary School, Belitong
they fought so hard for this school
this film was about friendship, spirit, & really educational
there were really true and natural conflicts
which you won't find in any other studio lol
there are some of the characters i love so much

the first one is Lintang,
he was a boy from a really poor family, his father was a fisherman
and he had to take care of his 3 sisters cuz he's the eldest
if he wants to go to school he had to ride a bike from his house to where the school was
if you watch this film
that's kind of far far away land, huh? lol
he was really smart, nearly genius!
he was the best in math, he could do any calculations just with closing his eyes
do it really fast, and of course, answer the questions right
but then his father died, so he decided to stop school
cuz he needs&musts work to feed his 3 sisters
what a young brave boy.....

the second one is Mahar
AW I LOVE MAHAR SO MUCH
he was the one who sings really good
the best in art & music
he brought his radio everyday and everywhere
he loves to sit on a tree then discovers any music from that old radio
he was the one who leads the team for the first time carnaval
and they won it!!! for the first place!

this is one of the must watched film this month!
almost teared me but i had my sister besides me so i've chosen not to cry hehehe lol
and to all of the foreigners this movie is an example for indonesians children spirit to fight for education
breath-taking, stunning, heart-touching
5 ratings! two thumbs up!!!!!

Talking about Love

Love is not an everyday thing that every teenager talking about
This is a thing that's not happening in every single realtionship you have
People at my age are so naive that they're talking about this but actually they're feeling nothing
Love is not just about to have someone kisses you or hugs you or call you as their boyf or girlf
Please, it's way more than that
So for me there is no love at first sight, it's impossible
We could have someone's really adorable and charming the first time we met him/her
But hellooooooo
Keep your mind wide open!
It's not love i bet that
Love is accepting, understanding
Well if you only care about someone, for me it's not love
The way that you accept him/her in the way they are
That's it..
Cuz it's really hard than you just ask, "have you eaten" or all of that young love things
Ok I'm too young to talk about this
But this is how i feel when im with my boyf
Okay maybe I'll catch up with you later I'm busy right now
Tata

Life Failure

this is actually my sins since i took my first breath then i feel like now im failing...

# fail to be a good daughter like i've always been disappointing my mother every single day that she's mad at me and scream or whatever
# fail to be a good friend cuz i think that i haven't make em feel the real meaning of friendship
# fail to be a good girlfriend cuz i could never be good enough for him

those three aspects in my life which are really important, i fail them so i guess i fail to be a human being, like everything's nothing for the people around me whom i love so much, thankyou

Last Weekend

Last weekend, actually on Saturday
In the morning I have prepared to see my dearest Metha
I've planned everything to go to her house
I've took a bath and chose what to wear
Then she sent me an sms that said
I can't go there because her Mom told her to accompany her brother to the barber shop
JENG JENG
I've got everything nice and clean
I have done my hair and I'm dying to see her
Hu I'm feeling so sad
I really wanted to see her, and I didn't wanna be home anyway
But then in the evening, my sister got home
When we were break-fasting she asked me to go to the mall and watch a cinema
ABSOLUTELY YESSSSSSS! Then my sister took a bath, got her hair done, and me too (of course), when everything's ready, we took off!!!!!!!!!!!!
We went to the mall to watch Mamma Mia the show
After we got the ticket, we took coffee at Bengawan Solo
We had some chit-chats that were really great and fun =)
The first time I'm being really honest to my sister
Spoke up my mind and tell her what are my friends like and she asked me questions about my friends and boyfriends
It was really fun and I really enjoyed that quality time with her
I've never imagine that I could talk to her that free
But then well from the start I've realized that she's the one who really understands me
Even in quite way
Heheeeee I love you sister really I do (K)
Well I was kind of disappointed that we didn't take a picture together
Because moments like that were sort of hard to get
My sister's working and she's really busy, huuuu
Then we entered the studio because the movie has begun
The film was really awesomeeeee! Fun entertaining musical drama
Some of the people sang to the song that played from the film
Such as Dancing Queen or Mamma Mia!
The theatre was almost full and it was a really-really great film
My brother told me that the film was a remake
But I don't really know
So people this one is a must-watch-movie for this month!!!!!!!
It was about a 20 year old girl that trying to find her father on her wedding day, then she invited 3 possible choices but then the conflictssssss.... hhm you find out yourself
After we got out from the theatre we went home
Before we went home My sister and I visited my sister's friends at Pantai Gading resto for about 5 minutes, zz
FYI, There was one of my sister's friends named Eki, and he was really cuteeeee!
Then I found out that my sister had a little crush with him, he is a DJ and really friendly awwwww got an eye candy! wkwk
In the end, me and my sister got home but then she left to kemang with her friends
Ciaoooooo

First Time Driving Off wo Official Trainer

ini cerita menegangkan
kalo takut jantungan silahkan ke theater sebelah
GALUCUUUU -_-
kampung ah, maaf ye

jadi gini.....
pagi ini, gue kan sehabis les nyetir mobil sm pak joko yg berjasa itu
ada deh pokoknya pelatih gue
naek vios
gue udh pede banget karena bisa nyetir di klender pegangsaan yg notabene rame bgt bnyk yg gatau diri
akhirnya setelah itu
dengan sangat songong terlintas di otak gue
"kerumah winda ah bawa mobil"
azek kan
terus gue izin nyokap, agak gak yakin dia
tapi boleh sih, walau dgn agak bete
akhirnya gue nelfon icha dan dia kerumah gue naro motor
JALAN LAH GUE.... DGN ENAKNYA
santai bgt men
wuhuuuuu kalo ada yg kurang icha yg ngingetin
"DAN KANAN DAN" "DAN KLAKSON"
trs gue bnyk diceramahin ya lumayanlah
kata icha sih dia stress disetirin gue
padahal udh pelan
sampe2 pas di tol mau ke cilangkap (rmh winda)
gue dilampuin orang
gue tanya, "dilampuin kenapa sih gue ahelah" "soalnya lo kepelanan"
yah, sedih, ngik
UDAH DEH SAMPAI DIRUMAH WINDA
masuklah mobil gue ke garasi.... dimasukin winda tapi
AKHIRNYAAAAAA... DENGAN BANYAK GAYA
gue winda dan icha jalan2, gue yg bawa mobil
sumpah ya winda berisik banget, bikin panik, gue merasa latihan gue menyetir selama ini sia2
karena winda seheboh itu disetirin gue, :'( suram
seperti ini kira2

sangat panik
menyedihkan
ITU JALANNYA KECIL RAME BERKELOK2 KAYA DIGUNUNG
PLIS DONG NDA DAERAH RUMAH LO ITU NGESELIN BGT
HHHHHH
terus berfikirlah
kemana ya
ke tmii lah akhirnya
disana muter2 belok2, sampe latihan parkir
yg bikin asma kambuh
gajuga sih
yagitu deh -_-
nah pas pulang
icha mengusulkan "sampe rumah lo lo aja nda yg nyetir"
dengan berat hati
karena gue juga deg2an banget
daripada winda tereak2 mending dia aja yg nyetir -_-
gue nyetir berisik bgt gabisa nahan emosi
dikit2 neriakin orang
maaf ya kalo liat B 1672 JV agak ugal2an
zzzzzzzzz
DAN INI
INI BAGIAN PALING PENTING, PERHATIKAN
pas pulang, udah asik tuh kan tol lurus doang
udah ngebut
pas mau keluar di pintu rawamangun
rame
gue udh mau ke kiri
NAH PAS GUE MAU MASUK JALUR KIRI ITU
MENGINJAK GARIS YG TIDAK PUTUS2
DIKATAKAN GUE MELANGGAR ATURAN
ADA POLISI
BAJINGAN
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ditilanglah gue......
baru pertama kali bawa
nyesek
banget
gue udh deg2an keringet dingin gatau mau ngapain
untung muka gue meyakinkan karena gue udh mau nangis
jadi pas gue ngasih stnk
dia nanya, "simnya mba"
"dirumah pak di mama saya" "ktp?"
"ga ada juga pak, dimama saya semua dirmh"
"identitas yg dimiliki"
"DIRUMAH SEMUA PAK AMPUN"
"loh mba ini gimana nyetir ga ada identitas, melakukan 2 pelanggaran, saya tilang aja saya tahan stnknya"
"YAH JANGAN PAK DAMAI AJA PAK"
dan.......dengan bodohnya
di dompet gue cuma ada 2 lembar 100 ribuan
gue keluarkanlah...DENGAN SANGAT TIDAK IKHLAS
LALU POLISI ITU TERSENYUM RIANG
GUE DOAIN LO GA SELAMET PAK
GUE CARI KELUARGA LO GUE BUNUH
aaaaaaaaah BALIKIN DUIT GUE GA RELAAAAAAAAAAAA!
tapi gue nyesel ga foto sm polisinya
terus gue masukin di page ini
-_-
lalu, tak lama setelah itu. icha mengatakan
"gue ada gocapan dan, baru nyadar"
-_-" dendam abis gue sama lo..................
icha sm gue sepanjang jalan deg2an
udah gitu gue teriak2 terus, gabisa diem, dendam banget gue
semua kata2 mutiara udah keluar
lalu sampailah dirumah dengan selamat
amin
the end

twinda :''(

i miss you too nda really much

gue baca postingan lo

jadi sedih kangen bgt huhu

gue pengen bgt kerumah lo nda hari ini tapi kan lo les yah

jadinya gajadi :''(

gue kgn nda dgn kelebayan lo itu

gue yg suka bikin lo tertawa yah

heheh

gue kgn bikin lo senengggggg

gue seneng bgt sm lo soalnya lo selalu nganggep gue

selalu syg bgt sm gue nda :')

selalu merasa ditemenin sm lo

sedih yah nda? gue sedih juga nih

pokoknya setiap sm lo gue ngerasa ada yg ngejagain

gue kan terlalu kecil yah hehe

gue sedih bgt nda baca post lo sedih bgt hu

gue sampe bingung mau ngmg apa

yg lebih dari kangen tuh apa yah

uhuhuhuhu

harusnya sih ini gue isi di comment lo tp gue pgn org laen juga baca

heheheeeeeee

twinda rarasati is my bestfriend no matter how far our distance is

you always have me girl

:)