no-body's-perfect

the "body" word on the title doesn't mean a person, but a "body","body", part of our "body", got what I mean?

so this is it, I feel like I'm so desperate to get my body shape looks perfect, oh please I'm so far away from that one, "perfect" sounds impossible, what a pity....
if you know me so you're gonna get normal with my body, I'm so short, short in short way, really short, real-short
when people first see me they're focus on my short petite fat circle body ouch that hurts
i just can't get rid of it
i hate this, i don't wanna have a body this bad
oooh.... i wanna get tall, i wanna get thin
like all of those barbies
girl's icons are that bitches dolls with pretty face long blonde hair
not this fat short girl like me
see see? it needs bravery to write this on
but
but
but
people who really love me won't care what i look like
they love me for who i am
even if they laugh at me sometimes, saying that im so small
they really care, they're not ashamed to have me as their friends,or as the girl that they're close to
whatever body im in, im happy (:
the important thing is im enjoying this life
but im not saying that body shape isn't important
so many girls would kill for 0 size
with long thin legs.... big boobs, sexy lips everything
just like what they see in magazines
oh why am i down again? stop stop
stopppp!