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my you-know-who,yea he is.
the only one rangga,who's been with me since march 12th 2008.
the boy who take cares,protects,loving,i could possibly say everything.
what can i say?he's nearly perfect.
he teaches me love,but he doesn't show me how to stop.
i love him for the way he is,in every little thing he is.
when im with him,those beautiful times are my strongest point.
i just dont want those times to have an end
although i disappoint him,i make mistakes,i let him down... im the one to blame
im not the best,but im trying so hard
whoever he loves,i love him only
i just can't accept my own flaws,i just wanna be his perfect number #1
but in my hard walk and street of trying,i always do the same stupid thing
everything i do is all wrong.. but he doesn't
he's always here,be my shoulder,lift me up when im down,wipe my tears,fill me with laughter
i dont care if he hates me though,he's the first name in my brain,the first man in my heart
the word happiness is what he has given me,but i think i give him nothing..
well in the future, i wish, i do really wish and i will be his number one,his first priority, please..
i wanna be the one, i wanna make him feel the way i feel, those sad and painful times are nothing
they were all covered with everything he gave,he thought me,the way he makes me feel..
no matter what im always here,he can always find me,im going nowhere,waiting for him,i do
and fyi,if you're asking me "what's the best thing has ever happen to you?" the answer is,definitely "rangga"