another disappointment...

BEN
08/2/2008 6:40 pm
thats all?after 4months weve been together?So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I think im gonna work this out..idontknow why do that..if u still love him,just go back,why u only take a pict with him.iwill not ask you to stay withe me..if u dont love him anymre.its okay,but please let me go,and i'll fix myself alone..just that adani?ireally2 dont know what to say..


i could just answer this : "okay, it is all my fault, i'll let you go because i love you so much, i just won't see you hurt.. if it's better for you to be alone, without me, if it makes you smile even more, okay i'll do what you ask me too.. this is my punishment, i'll get through this.. be happy Ga, takecare.."

but, you know, you've read my latest post titled 12, it shows what i feel, huh? i just can't be without you, rangga. you know how much i love you. i can stand begging you coming back.. it's all empty, if it's without you.. you fill every second i breathe and can you imagine if it's all gone in one second? if it all passes away? no, i could just say no to goodbye, not now and forever